WASN’T QUITE sure
where I was when I regained consciousness. I’d had surgery a few years earlier
while I was doing my residency, and remembered thinking ‘this must be what my
patients feel like as they come out from under anesthesia.’
my eyes and my jaw dropped as I looked at a woman with the biggest head I had
ever seen! I attempted to scramble away but strong hands held me tight and
said, “Nick, it’s okay, you’re safe. You’re at your new home,” she said,
“Remember me? I’m Ivy?”
at her and put things into context. The subterfuge of the portal though made me
realize things were probably not as they should be. There was no legitimate
reason to knock us all out in those pods before coming through the portal. We’d
definitely been fed a line of bullshit!
strand of long red hair moved in front of my eyes. I figured it must have been
hers and reached to bat it away from my eyes. As I reached for it though I
discovered some weird feeling at the top of my head. I felt something knotted
in the back of my hair and pulled the strand closer and winced as my head
seemed to be attached to it.
looks like a pigtail…?’ I thought as I realized a bundle of hair was really
attached to my head, and was braided at the back.
I tried to
jump down to look at myself but Ivy grasped me tighter and brought me close
into her hold. “Nick, you’re okay, you’re safe, and you don’t have to worry
about anything more. I’m here and I’ve got you. Some things… just didn’t go
according to plan,” she said grimly.
back up at her as she squeezed me tightly in her arms. “I guess this is the
part where I learn that everything that’s ever been said bad about this
dimension is true?” Something about my voice seemed odd as it was higher in
pitch than I was used to. ‘Because I shrank?’ I wondered
they probably are, but it wasn’t my intention to expose you to that truth so
happened to me? I always had brown hair before… Why do I have long red hair
now?” I asked. I had a bad feeling I was going to learn that some of the more
extreme stories I’d come across were true.
grimaced in a manner that I couldn’t read if she was acting or not, “Something
went wrong in the paperwork that the portal had. The system showed that there
were supposed to be no modifications to you when you came through, but your
file got corrupted somehow.”
I asked nervously, groaning that I had fallen hook, line, and sinker here for
the company's crap.
Nick, I'll level with you… when you agreed to come through I was given a
questionnaire of what I would like to have changed about you when you arrived.”
much any trait that a human can have I could change about you. You could be
given large breasts, have no sex characteristics like a doll, have no eyebrows,
be unable to walk, talk, have no teeth… probably made purple skinned with
yellow eyes and pink fur for all I know…”
I felt my
eyes widen and I gasped. As she said each of those I unconsciously reached up
and touched my chest, my eyebrows, my teeth with my tongue… “Why?”
it’s kind of normal here Nick.” She hesitated, “We have a reproduction problem
and it’s become the new norm for us to get people from your dimension to come
and fill our needs.”
that over for a second, “What kind of reproduction problem?” I asked curiously.
sad then and said, “At least sixty percent of our adult women cannot have
did the math in my head, “Sixty percent?” I gasped, “That means your population
nodded, “Sort of… With you all coming in from the portal we’re able to push
that off some.”
and thought back to my hair. “You said you had a questionnaire... What did you
ask to have modified?”
Nick I only asked for one thing… and that was for your body hair to be removed
for care purposes. I’m not a big hairy body person…” she told me.
at my arms and saw they were bare now with very short sleeves in an odd pattern
I’d never worn before. Before I could look lower, she grabbed me a bit tighter.
“So… if that’s all you asked for why do I have a feeling something more
happened? I never had hair that was this long before?”
squirmed a bit in her seat and said, “Well like I said your file got
corrupted... and you got modified quite a bit…”
you do to me?”
me, remember that please!” She pleaded. I felt like she must have been being
truthful with the tears streaming down her face.
you didn’t do it, what did THEY do to me,” I asked again.
body hair is a pretty standard setting so that happened. But they also ended up
taking my hair color from my profile and giving that to you, along with making
it long to go with the… the other changes.”
had been holding me tightly enough I couldn’t see my lower body. Right then she
loosened them a bit though and I noticed the material I was wearing wasn’t the
hospital gown from earlier like I’d initially assumed… it was a….
“Why am I
wearing a dress…” I asked as the pieces of my hair fell into place including
the clothing. It was tough to see myself fully, but I figured out I was wearing
a blue gingham dress that looked to have flowers embroidered along the bottom
of the skirt. “Wait… did you…?” I gasped.
accidentally turned you into a girl,” she confirmed.
how…?” I asked. “Can they fix me back…?”
at me sadly, “They might be able to as you return through the portal – but… I
really don’t know. Definitely doing so anytime soon would be dangerous as your
body just got done with changing the DNA in every cell.”
asked again. Both horrified and curious.
nanite clusters I showed you? We can use them system wide in addition to being
targeted,” she told me.
that even an option?” I asked.
women like sweet little girls better than stinky boys,” she said with a shrug.
“I’ll be honest if I didn’t respect your abilities as a surgeon, I would have
requested that modification.”
at her and mulled over her reactions and everything. She might have been lying
about all of it, but it wouldn’t matter… I could see I was stuck. “So…” I
breathed deeply trying not to hyperventilate as I thought about this next
question, “how much of a girl am I?”
a vagina just like any other woman,” she told me with the face I would give a
patient I was getting ready to operate on. “Someday you might even be a mommy,
depending on if we gave you the hormone stimulants you need to enter puberty.”
I couldn’t help myself, I felt my stomach twist and before I could warn her, I
threw up all over her.
god, I’m so sorry,” I said as I looked at her covered in my vomit. At the same
time the remnants were so foul-tasting in my mouth that I bit back another urge
doctor, you should know this isn’t a big deal… stuff happens…” she said without
concern. “We do need to clean ourselves up though…” she said.
me up gingerly and stood up to walk deeper into her house. As she stood, I
realized we were in an enormous living room. The TV in her living room looked
to be almost four times the size of an average TV back home. She kept moving
down the hallway and walked into a huge bedroom that I presumed was hers based
on the vanity full of cosmetics and jewelry. She walked into an attached bathroom
off to the side of the bedroom, and then stood me up down on the floor.
only then that I really got the true perspective on our size differences! As I
stood next to her, the phrase ‘knee high to a grasshopper’ came to mind. My
head was just barely above her knee! My head didn’t even reach her waist! I
noticed a mirror up high above the cabinet and sink, but I couldn’t see my
reflection from the ground.
Now that I
was free of her arms I looked down at the dress I had been put in. There was a
clear stain of vomit on the top of the dress that hadn’t landed on Ivy. It made
my stomach nauseous again and made me feel dirty. I looked down at the skirt
where a continuous embroidered pattern of pink and yellow flowers with green
stems circled the bottom of it. I nervously pulled up the dress and found a
pair of bloomers covering…
“Why am I
wearing a diaper?” I asked nervously.
up to see Ivy had taken her shirt off and was only in a bra. Years of studying
the human body basically numbed me to the sight of breasts, but I couldn’t help
but note just how big hers were in her bra. She was well proportioned,
certainly not a Barbie Doll figure, but to me the breasts were gigantic! I felt
my mouth open but forced myself to stare at her face.
the portal put you into it. It’s normal for the first day to be a bit rough on
your urinary and bowel tracts. I personally think it beats using catheters and
colostomy bags on someone your size?” She leaned over and picked me up to set
me on the counter. She ran water over a washcloth and handed it to me, “Here
you can clean your face off,” she told me.
moving the washcloth up and down over my face to get rid of the remnants of
vomit. I looked up then into the mirror and did my best not to vomit again, but
failed. It all fell into the sink at least, before I looked back at the
reflection. Not only had they made my hair red, long, and apparently altered my
gender... I looked at the face of a baby in the mirror. A real baby from the
proportion of the fat on the cheeks, the lips, and everything else… it would
have made a textbook picture in a medical book for a healthy toddler girl
around twenty-four months old.
Ivy said, “I guess I should have avoided you seeing yourself a little longer.”
staring at myself in disbelief and said, “What else did they do to me?”
sighed, “you’re seeing the last of the parts I hadn’t told you. Your face and
body proportions were altered to match your height.”
I took an
offered cup and rinsed my mouth out with water before spitting the remaining
chunks of vomit out.
to bite the bullet and asked, “How tall am I now?”
that measured you at the portal said you’re fifty-one inches tall now.”
and looked up at her, “I lost a foot and a half of height!”
sighed, “you are a lot smaller than I expected, you lost a lot of weight too…
You’re only a bit over forty-seven pounds now.” I felt my jaw drop then at that
as she continued, “It’s part of why I had to get that dress from the center.
None of the clothes I had bought would fit you.”
back at her from my perch on the counter, “How tall are you?”
smirked, “A bit over ten feet, my family tends to be tall. My baby brother is
almost eleven and a half feet tall.”
at her imagining someone taller than her! “This is going to take some getting
will,” she said.
as you all are… how tall are your children?”
smiled, “Pretty tall,” she paused, “honestly we call you all ‘littles’ for very
good reason,” she told me. “Look let’s talk some more after we get you changed
into something clean?” she suggested.
and tried to remove the dress like a t-shirt but found I couldn’t. “Why won’t
it come off?” I asked.
it’s got a zipper in the back,” she told me. I started to reach for it, “I’ll
get it, you’ve obviously not grown up needing to do the contortions to get out
of clothing that girls do.”
at that and let her move a zipper I couldn’t see down, and then she said, “Arms
up,” before she pulled it off of my body. I blushed now that I was naked and
could see the frilly white top of the disposable diaper sticking out above the
“Do I have
to wear this diaper?” I asked as she put the dress into a hamper against the bathroom
go to the store you will. Is it still dry?” she asked. But apparently it was a
rhetorical question because she quickly pulled the bloomers down and put her
hand on the padding and squeezed. “Still dry, you might be able to get out of
those already. But we’re going to have to go get something in your size for
underwear. All I have are the six diapers they gave me at the portal and one
other outfit in your size.” She paused, “Unfortunately the clothes you brought
in your suitcase and sent beforehand didn’t shrink as much as you did, so
they’re way too big too.”
am I?” I asked.
littles or bigs?”
sighed, “I forgot you’re not from here. Most of the time we do sizing based on
bigs - our - sizing. Not much market to just make clothes for independent adult
littles since they’re a small part of our population.”
swallowed some more vomit that threatened to come out, “I guess that makes
sense. How does that work?”
usually just figure out the little’s height and compare it to the age that the
bigs are at that size.”
In my head
I mentally tried to figure out how tall I would be compared to them if being
ten-feet wasn’t an abnormal height.
does that put me by your scale?”
down at me with a look of debate but shrugged and said, “Between nineteen and
only lost about seventeen years…” I said aloud, relieved. Happy for a moment
that I was at least still a young adult!
I was so
in shock as I stood there and examined the diaper closer. “This is a regular
baby diaper?” I said hesitantly.
would it be at your size?” She asked me.
I shook my
head, “I guess I just assumed it would be a medical one like we use with adult patients.”
those here, but they’re big enough for me… they would be comical on you!” she
giggled. “Now I hope you don’t hate me too much for it, but I only have this
one other outfit in your size… it’s definitely not going to make you feel like
an adult. We’ll go directly to the store and get you some other underwear and
at least a little bit more mature clothing if we can find something in your
and wondered how bad the new outfit would be. She picked me up and carried me
to the bedroom we had walked through. I became self-conscious more then as I
realized I was basically naked and she was topless. Her skin was warm and I
felt myself turn red at the proximity, along with the fact that I was being
carried like a baby. She carefully sat me down on the gigantic bed and said,
“Stay there for a moment please?”
“Nowhere else to go,” I commented as I looked around in shock. I looked over
the edge of the bed and noted that even it was taller than I was. All around
the room everyday items like mirrors, door knobs, and hair brushes looked to
have grown out of some sort of monstrous proportion.
giggled at my response and wondrous gaze, as she walked to a closed door. She
opened a huge walk-in closet door. She didn’t take long to find another top
that she pulled on over her bra. Just before she pulled it over her head, I had
an odd thought, ‘Is that a nursing bra she’s wearing?’ I shook my head, ‘She
doesn’t have any kids, she said. Must just be some weird style,’ I told myself.
to another corner of the room and picked up what looked to be a large purple
messenger bag, or a really large purse. Being so proportionally small to the
world, to me it looked like a large backpacking pack sized bag from back home.
I watched her open it on the other end of the bed where I couldn’t see inside
and dug out the other outfit that she’d warned me about. All I could see at
first was a bundle of pink fabric.
closer and opened it up to let me see it was some sort of romper type outfit.
“I’ll probably need to help you with this,” she told me. “It’s really designed
for an infant…”
and watched her pop open the entire front which snapped closed all the way down
to snaps at the crotch. “I could probably get it…” I told her.
you want to try,” she told me handing it to me.
as I held the pink outfit and looked at it closer to see there were prints of
unicorns and rainbows all over it. Two little decorative bows were attached
below the first and second buttons for some reason. I asked, “Nothing else to
unless you want to just go in that diaper? No one would think anything weird
deeply at that, “That’s okay… I’ll wear this.”
I put my
arms through the two sleeve holes that barely covered the tops of my arms just
past the shoulders. I found the first button and put it together from the top
to the bottom. For the very bottom of it I was trying to bend over to get the
three crotch snaps when Ivy said, “Here, let me help you with those…” and she
had them done in two seconds. I blushed as her hands were on my crotch again.
that bad I guess,” she told me looking at me.
just see myself in the vanity mirror and shook my head, “It is that bad… Can we
go get something else already?”
and picked me up gently before she sat me down on the ground to let me stand
next to the bed. I couldn’t see the top from the ground and knew I would
struggle to climb it on my own. She began walking with a huge stride that I struggled
to keep up with down the hallway. The bag she’d pulled the awful outfit out of
was slung over her shoulder. I guessed it must have been her purse because she
dug out her car keys and said, “Okay, this way to the garage,” she motioned for
me to follow her.
garage I noticed that it was quite warm. I realized I’d never asked what the
climate was like here. If it was like it was when I left home I was not nearly
dressed enough. “What temperature is it outside today?” I asked.
eighty?” she told me.
Sooo much better than back home!”
was supposed to be twenty-eight yesterday,” I told her. “Coldest winter on
record I think… It was negative digits for about three weeks straight.”
to the passenger side of the car and stared at the behemoth in front of me. It
could have served as a tank or something in my home dimension! I knew without a
doubt I couldn’t reach the door handle to open it. I waited patiently for her
to open the front door, but was a little surprised when she opened the back
door of the four-door sedan. My eyes bugged out a bit when I saw the
rear-facing car seat sitting well above my head. I felt myself picked up as I
Nick, but as long as someone is your size they have to ride in car seats. The
law says that anyone under eighty pounds has to sit in a rear-facing car seat.”
pounds?” I asked… “Even with as big as you all get, that’s kind of big, isn’t
as she lay me down in the car seat. “Lots of people are complaining about the
new law, but your average kid would never know the difference if they grew up
with it. It’s about preschool or kindergarten now that they’ll be able to face
her to maneuver my arms through the straps and I was quickly strapped in just
like I had been in the pod earlier. “Listen, I know you may not want to hear
this, but you do look adorable like this.”
the door before I could respond and went to her side of the car. I looked at my
feet and realized that I didn’t have any shoes on. Just a lacy pair of socks
that hadn’t even been noticed with everything else being thrown at me. As she
sat down, I asked, “Do you have a pair of shoes I can wear in the store?”
then that a mirror was available for me to look at her forward and see her sort
of out of the reflection of the rearview mirror. “Sorry Nick, I wasn’t given
any at the portal….” She paused, “Don’t take this the wrong way, but if you
want to shop quickly, you’re going to probably just need to ride in the cart
where we’re going so you won’t need to walk anyway.” She paused and I could see
a sympathetic look, “Besides, because you’re so little it’d look really out of
place for you to be walking beside me.”
see myself in the reflection and guessed that was probably true. “How far is
minutes if there’s no traffic… Right now, it’ll probably be about twenty.”
and lay back in the seat and looked around me. The straps that held me down
seemed bigger to me than the seat belts back home. There was a middle piece
that connected the straps and I guessed it would be difficult to get out of the
seat with it buckled. The buckle itself was visible to me with a red release
button, but I didn’t think it was a good idea to play with it while we were
driving. I really couldn’t see much from the seat and I must have dozed off as
WAS BESIDE herself
with how adorable Holly was! She intended to take things slowly with her,
hoping that the girl would actually grow to like her. ‘I don’t want her to fear
me like Katie’s littles do…’ So far, Holly seemed to be in shock though. She
had expected her to fight her a lot more, try to run away, or at least cuss or
bite her like she had seen in the hospital before with other dimensional
littles. She feared the outfits and the diapers would have pushed her over the
edge, but didn’t see a choice at the time.
normal for a traveler to have a wet diaper or two after coming through the
portal as their body adjusted. She had intentionally not told her about the one
she’d changed when she first got her home. It was probably best for both of
them if she kept that one a secret indefinitely. She’d also not asked her if
she needed to potty before they left in the hopes that she’d have another wet
diaper to change while they were out at the store.
plenty of diapers in the diaper bag, but no spare outfits. She hadn’t been
lying when she said she came smaller than she expected! Her mom was going to
come pick up all of the clothes that had been bought before her arrival. She
was going to get them from the nursery while they were out and go get the
smaller sizes. With Holly being in eighteen-month size clothes she was going to
have so many more cute options to pick out than she’d hoped for! Based on her
height back home she had really planned on her being a 3T. An infant sized
little was an amazing surprise, since she’d refused to intentionally intercede
on that part of her new little.
she was going to behave herself in the store. Maybe she could buy a few dresses
if Holly seemed agreeable on this trip, but extremely babyish onesies, rompers,
and extra frilly dresses seemed like salt in the deep wound of the new girl.
But of course some cute pajamas would be necessary, as well as some short sets
and shortalls. She’d try and push the dresses as being easier to reach the
pull-up for the potty… She was going to buy one of those little potties too
while they were out.
things to buy, and so little time.’ She smiled, ‘The potty’s going to almost be
a waste though, since I don’t plan on using it with her for a long time. I’ll
just try and pick out a cheap one…’
already knew that reusable training panties were also on her shopping list, but
she suspected that there was no way Holly’s small waist was going to hold up
the ones at this store. She was skinny as a rail and might even need some
clothing in 12-month sizes depending on the brand. Her intention was to also
buy some disposable training panties that would just barely be small enough for
her. When they started getting used too often with accidents, she’d go back for
more cute diapers like she had her in now.
she planned to let her little girl at least mostly pretend to be a big girl…
grabbed the diaper bag from the front seat and walked over to Holly’s side. She
was so cute sleeping there that she took a quick picture and sent it to her
mom. Once she put her phone away, she couldn’t help but check her diaper in the
hopes that it was already wet!
I said as someone touched me in a very private place! It jolted me awake!
Ivy said with a horrified look on her face and looked around like she was
afraid of something, “There are going to be a lot of new rules you’ll have to
get your head around this dimension as a little here, but one of the first is
to watch your language!”
up at the giant, looked at myself locked into the car seat, and finally
remembered where I was. “Ugh…” I complained, “Sorry, I’m not used to anyone
being in my personal space though. Especially down there... What were you doing
anyway?” I asked.
blushed, “Just checking your diaper,” she told me.
need them - you do know that, right?”
shrugged, “A lot of littles say they don’t when they come through, but it ends
up not being the truth for many. The trip does something to a lot of you
causing at least temporary incontinence.”
then that my bladder was calling for some attention, “I do need to go now
though. Could we please stop by the bathroom on the way in?”
at her face as it twisted through several emotions that I didn’t know her well
enough to read. She began undoing the car seat harness quickly and said, “Of
course, let’s get you to the potty,” she said.
my arms from the straps of the car seat, and then placed me on her side like a
mom would do with her baby, while she slung her bag on the other side like a…
‘Like a diaper bag,’ I realized suddenly. ‘How I miss that earlier?’ I blushed,
it was beyond embarrassing to realize that all anyone would likely see was a
mom carrying her cute baby girl. She bypassed the carts and carried me into a
door that had the universal skirted figure on it. I blushed even more as I
realized another part of what being a girl really meant for me now. She looked
around the large bathroom room of ten stalls and pushed the door the rest of
the way open to the only available one.
I think we both got a little green at the sight of the toilet sitting there.
There was poop inside the toilet, poop on the seat, pee on the seat, and
somehow more on the floor around it. I needed to go, but I wasn’t about to even
consider using that one even if my body hadn’t been altered…
word she retreated from the stall and held me while we patiently waited for an
open stall. I could feel my need to go urgently growing by the second. It felt
a little different where the sense of urgency came from, but I knew without a
doubt what it meant - the urine needed out now! Time ticked on seemingly
forever until a mom with a baby connected to her with a baby sling stepped out
of a stall.
yours,” she said to Ivy, as she rushed me into the stall and shut the door. She
sat me down for just a second and hung her bag from a hook on the door.
that I couldn’t wait much longer I clawed at the buttons at the bottom of the
romper and did my best to untape the diaper. The tapes were so stuck on though
that I couldn’t get them to come off!
“Let me do
it,” Ivy said to me quietly and she opened the diaper without a problem. She
pulled the romper up in her arms to leave my bottom exposed and gently held me
under the arms, precariously balancing me on the enormous seat.
fall in…” I said as I looked down and urine gushed nearly without control from
an unfamiliar place in my body.
you,” Ivy said with a smile.
It was the
first time I had seen for my own eyes what had been done to me, and I felt
tears stream down my face as I realized my life was completely changed now.
‘Maybe it can still be better though…’ the optimist in me tried to push in. I
mentally slapped that voice as I watched the urine pour from my new vagina for
a few more moments. Right then I felt a more familiar rumble and pushed my
bowels open too. A log joined the urine in the bowl and there was silence for a
moment before Ivy asked, “All done?”
“Could you pass…?” I was going to ask but she already had a wad of toilet paper
in her hand. I expected her to hand it to me but instead she took charge of
wiping my new vagina and then my butt. It was a very odd and uncomfortable
sense while she did both firmly, making me blush more.
me back up and said, “What a big girl you are!” and hugged me. She grabbed the
diaper and walked over to a trash can where she placed it inside. Then she
pulled down one of the infant changing tables and hung her purple bag from an
attached hook. She opened it and I confirmed there was no doubt that it was
definitely a diaper bag, and not a purse. The matching purple changing pad that
she pulled out left my stomach twisting. I watched as she placed the mat down
on the table, before placing me down on it.
pushed down onto my back quickly before I knew what had happened. She whispered
in my ear, “I know now that you can use the potty, but we don’t have any
panties for you. You’ll need to keep wearing a diaper for the rest of this
but nodded, as she easily picked up my ankles in one hand like one would a real
baby. She slid a new diaper under my bottom like an experienced mother. She
quickly fastened it closed without putting any powder or anything on me. I
hoped that meant that she really believed that I didn’t need it. She fastened
the snap buttons on the romper, picked me back up, packed the changing pad back
in the bag, and then walked to the sink where she washed her hands, and then
mine, in the sink. Just as she gathered me back up there was a commotion at the
bitch, you can’t do this to me! I’m a free little!”
you were a free little. With those wet pants I have all the evidence I
need to know you’re not ready to be a big boy on your own.” A tall Amazon woman
was holding a struggling boy’s arm as she dragged him inside the room. As he
kicked her shin and tried to make a break for it she yanked his arm again and
pulled him over her knee. I gasped as she proceeded to rip his clothing off and
spanked him. ‘That’s… a man… it’s not a boy!’
probably a foot or more taller than I’d ended up and looked like he had been a
bodybuilder or something with his muscles impressively bulging. There was a
heavy beard about his face that became covered in slobbery drool, as he began
crying and begging for the woman to stop.
if you’re done with your temper tantrum let’s get you in your diaper and we’ll
go get you all registered and adopted legally.” The lady looked at us as we
were passing by, “Look at that baby girl, you’ll think she’s a big girl here in
the next few days!”
carried me out to the cart area and whispered, “Sorry you had to see that…”
She sat me
down in the cart seat and buckled the safety strap across my lap.
myself staring at the rest of the sights around me as she began pushing the
cart. All around me adults were being pushed around in carts, carried on hips,
placed in infant carriers, and even pushed around in strollers. Diaper bulges
were the first sign that things weren’t right for them. One would think they
might have just been amazon babies, but one look at the naked breasts of one
girl told me that they were… or at least had been adults. That girl had a set
of plastic teething keys in her mouth dripping with slobber, while snot poured
from her nose onto her face. Her ‘mom’ didn’t seem to notice or care as she
pushed her by us.
pushed the cart down the aisles, I couldn’t help but notice that there were a
lot more of those adults than there were actual babies and kids. Some of them
were obviously being forced to behave, while others had an almost vacant
drugged out gaze on their faces. Maybe two had something that looked like a
genuine smile on their faces.
I was now
sure that everything I’d heard about the place was true, and that it might not
have gone far enough in the descriptions! Ivy pushed the cart to an area that I
recognized as the baby section by all of the pictures and signs of smiling
babies. She started walking right into the diaper aisle much to my horror.
see…” she said and kept pushing the cart down until she reached a small section
that had cloth training panties. I watched her thumb through a couple racks
before she whispered to me, “I don’t see any small enough for you…”
get the smallest size and maybe they run small?” I suggested.
at me oddly but shrugged and threw in a pack that I saw was marked ‘24 months’
for the size. I groaned when I realized I probably was too small unless they
shrank a lot. She pushed the cart back to the disposable diapers and I noticed
that the brands were familiar and different at the same time. The Pull-Ups
packages were in obvious boy and girl designs, but the characters were
unfamiliar to me on them. She reached down and dug through before pulling out a
large box I saw was labeled ‘12-24 Months’ for the size.
grimaced, but it would be better than diapers at least. Maybe we would find
some real underwear somewhere else. ‘Surely other stores might have a better
pushed a cart with an adult little inside, and a larger Amazon toddler walking
beside her hanging onto the cart. “Oh, such a beautiful baby girl you have.
Looking to potty train her already?”
shrugged, “She’s really smart and keeps telling me when she needs to go potty.
She’s made it a couple times when I’ve held her over the big girl potty, so we
thought we’d go ahead and see if she’s ready…”
Mommy’s not ready though, huh?” she told Ivy with a laugh. She patted the head
of her toddler and said, “I waited a little extra time with Hannah here, I just
couldn’t bring myself to have a big girl yet! We finally trained her late a few
“I’m a big
girl, I’m five!” the little girl said to us. “Baby!” She pointed at me.
is a baby compared to you Hannah, but it looks like she’s going to be a big
girl like you before long!” The lady then patted the head of the little in the
cart. “I adopted little Meggy here to take care of my mothering needs after I
at the woman who squirmed in the cart seat. She tried to hide behind her hair,
and I could tell she didn’t like the attention. She was only dressed in a
t-shirt and a swollen diaper that was yellowed with her urine. Her head ended
up closer to her ‘mommies’ body and she said, “No Meggy, it’s not quite time
for that yet,” and the girl jolted backwards as far as she could in the seat.
get it… The mom said, “Well we’ll let you get back to your shopping. We need
some more diapees for Meggy, but they’re out of the little ones we like.”
girl looked at me some more and for some reason I waved at her. I had kept
quiet the whole exchange and as Ivy pushed me away, she whispered, “Good girl!”
down another aisle and I realized we were at the training potties. She dug
around for a few minutes without asking my opinion. I was turning red at the
thought of having to use something so babyish, but remembered the insecure
feeling on the toilet a short while ago. ‘It’s probably a good idea,’ I
one she decided on in the cart and asked, “You ready to be a big girl?”
several moms walking by and played it safe by saying, “Big girl!” back to her.
and walked to the clothing. She dug through the racks and threw in some shorts
and t-shirts that were honestly the least offensive of the options. As she came
to some sets, she showed me, “These all have snaps to help change your diapees…
I figure you don’t want that.”
her glee as she shopped in the clothes section. Holly was the perfect size to
wear either infant style clothing, or toddler appropriate clothes. Though she’d
prefer to keep her in the infant side of things, she knew Holly wasn’t ready
for that yet. Her reactions to the littles she’d encountered so far were better
than she’d expected, but clearly, she was scared and still in shock.
up the first dress and whispered to her, “If you’re wearing a dress you don’t
have to worry about all of those snaps to pull down your panties.”
blushed, but nodded and she’d taken that as permission to throw in six more
dresses before deciding she’d gotten a bit more carried away than she planned
to. This store was the perfect place to shop for baby clothes because the
babies wouldn’t stay in the size long – the quality of the outfits didn’t
matter as much then. Unfortunately, with a little they needed better quality
clothes to last longer since they didn’t grow. She definitely needed to take
her shopping somewhere else for most of her new wardrobe. Glancing at her watch
though she saw it was already almost four and she needed to get Holly home for
a nap before taking her to dinner to meet her new grandparents.
the cart and looked down at Holly who was looking everywhere. She looked like a
normal toddler needing to get up and do something because she’d been cooped up
and bored too long. She knew that there were probably less-shocking stores to
have taken her to for her first outing, but she wasn’t going to hide the truth
of her eventual fate from her all of the time.
was going to let her try and use the potty… but after a couple weeks she knew
that Holly was going to begin to fail at that. Then she would introduce her to
the rest of her new life. ‘I hope that by doing it gradually she’ll accept it
I wish I wasn’t being so kind,’ she thought to herself as she felt her breasts
ache. ‘I’ve been pumping for a week already even before I saw her in person…’
of clothes and baby gear in the cart was larger than she would have liked on
this first trip, but unfortunately, she’d planned on having a much bigger girl!
She’d expected her to be about the size of a three-year-old when she came
through, but she’d shrank a lot! She looked around at several mothers with
littles that were small enough to be held in the chest carriers they wore, and
smiled knowing that her little was smaller than many of them!
grabbed a hair brush and some hair accessories before she moved to the
checkouts. Standing in line for a cashier, a teenage girl bent down and waved
at Holly, “Hi!” She gave Holly the type of smile reserved for real babies.
looked to Ivy for a second before saying ‘Hi,’ back to her with a shy smile.
Her acting skills were impeccable as she leaned her head into Ivy to hide from
the scary stranger. ‘I hadn’t told her anything else on how to act because I
was going to let her decide how fast or slow, I took her down the road.’ she
thought. ‘Maybe faster is going to be the plan!’
adorable!” The girl cooed, “How old is she?”
she found herself saying and winked at Holly hoping that would clue her in.
already getting a big girl potty and big girl underwear?” she asked.
to her, “She’s been following me to the potty for the last few months and when
I’ve held her over it, she’s gone… The second she wets or messes she comes to
me for a change… I think she’ll train quickly.”
you going to miss having your sweet baby to depend on you?” she asked.
am…’ she thought to herself but said, “She’ll still depend on me in other ways.
I’ve read studies that if you don’t encourage them when they want to train
though that you end up having a harder time later. Lord knows I don’t want to
have to deal with her pooping her diapers at age six or seven like a little.”
nodded, “I think my child care teacher said something like that last semester.”
nodded, “She’s right.”
she’s adorable… if you ever need a sitter I do babysitting on nights and
at her and the protective mother in her wanted to say ‘no’ curtly, but the
teenage girl seemed to be dressed appropriately and held some school supplies
in her basket. The shirt she wore was for her school’s cheer squad and she
guessed she was probably a pretty good student. A little on the shorter side of
only about eight feet tall, but she’d still easily be able to manage a little
her new daughter’s size. “What’s your number?” Ivy asked and noted the confused
and scared expression on Holly’s face.
traded information just before they reached the front of the conveyor with her
stuff piled on it.
BLUSHED AS Ivy
talked with a girl less than half my age about possibly babysitting me! ‘I
didn’t need a babysitter!’ I thought to myself, annoyed. I was even more
embarrassed a few minutes later as the cashier rang up the training potty and
training pants. “Oh my, this little thing isn’t ready for potty training
already, is she?”
and said, “Believe it or not I think she’s ready to be a big girl.”
she’s so tiny, I can’t imagine that!”
that’s why we have the smallest training panties we could find,” Ivy laughed
and put her arm around me protectively.
trip through the store could have been a horror movie. I saw one poor little
getting yelled at about walking instead of crawling, the mom had shoved him
down aggressively. It had shocked me that no one stepped in. Not ten seconds
later his ‘mother’ had smacked his butt for not crawling fast enough. I hadn’t
seen one person my size walking around freely on their own, and I was coming to
a fast realization that I had been sold a bill of goods…
I was scared of how I would deal with being mistreated like any of those
littles that were in there. I was small enough that I didn’t stand a chance of
defending myself! The lady finished ringing up Ivy and I noticed across at the
next register a bit of a commotion.
Are you buying baby her first diapees?” The cashier asked a woman holding a
college aged girl with a big unmistakable wet spot going down her legs. A large
box of diapers, wipes, and a changing mat sat in front of her on the belt.
thought she was a big girl going to college, but she couldn’t keep her pants
dry in my class. I had permission already to adopt her if she made another
mistake. We’re going to get her into the nice thick diapees she needs, and then
we’ll go get her registered with the state today. Tomorrow I might even let her
still go to class if I can find a playpen to hold her. Her classmates can coo
and play with her,” she said as she squeezed the poor girl and kissed her on
do this to me!” The girl shouted.
want this pacifier to plug her up with?” The cashier asked her.
idea!” the woman said happily.
in horror as a pacifier was ripped from packaging and shoved in the girls’
mouth. The odd thing was she did a twist to the shield and then let go. The
girl tried to pull it out of her mouth and began crying more as she looked to
be in pain and couldn’t get the pacifier to come out.
those locking pacifiers are such a godsend with new littles! I figure we’ll
give her a week and see if she settles in before we think about taking her
teeth. If she’s a good girl and doesn’t bite Mama I might let her keep them!”
you like your teethers you better be a good baby girl for your mama…” The
cashier was saying as Ivy pushed me away from the scene.
several tears going down my face as we reached her car. She looked down at me
and asked, “What’s wrong?”
I told her honestly. “That was horrifying!”
me before she sat me down in the car seat and began buckling me up, “I promise
I’m not ever going to threaten you or treat you like that woman did that girl.”
said to me, “this isn’t the place to have this conversation. When we get home,
then we can talk some more.”
as people walked around like everything in their world was normal. I began to
think that it wasn’t normal to allow someone like me to even consider to use
the potty. Sure, it was going to be a baby’s potty, but given the size of the
adult ones I didn’t think I had a lot of options. She wasted no time in turning
on the car with the air conditioner running while she unloaded the bags of
items into the trunk of her car.
was inside and buckled in she asked, “You okay?”
and said, “I honestly don’t know.”
you I’ll never abuse you like you saw them all doing. Not every Amazon is like
that,” she added. The car began moving and I once again found myself bored as I
had nothing to do. I knew the information from the article definitely wasn’t
just sensationalist garbage… this was real, and I was an idiot for coming!
just saying she’s not like them…?’ was the question I was asking myself.
back to her house didn’t seem as long then, and I waited patiently while she
backed into the garage before coming around to my side. I was curious and tried
the buckle on the harness myself, but even though I figured I was doing it
right I just didn’t have the strength to undo it. Ivy saw me trying and to my
surprise didn’t scold me, “I doubt you’ll be able to get it. They have it
designed to where the occupant can’t really get at it from the right angle, and
your strength is a lot less than mine.”
As if to
prove it she reached in and undid the buckle with minimal effort. She grabbed
me under my armpits and helped me down to the ground. I followed her around to
the trunk and she said, “Here, you want to help me with these two bags?”
the bags she handed me that had the cloth training panties and another with a
half-dozen outfits inside. She had the other bags in one hand and the large box
of pull-ups in the other. I watched as she managed to open the door to the
house from the garage and I followed her inside.
walked through the kitchen, I looked around more than I had before and noticed
that there was a neutral colored high chair sitting beside the table. “Let’s
take this all to your room and I’ll go back for your potty,” she told me as she
led me further into the house. So far, I’d only been in the master bedroom
where I’d woken up, so it was the first time I was going to see the room that I
was to have at her house.
opened the door, I smiled at the sight of my bed from home in a corner against
the wall, my computer desk, and my desk chair were nestled on an adjacent wall
too. I could tell they had shrunk down some as the room seemed huge for them,
but I still felt like a kid compared to the items. ‘At least it’s not a crib…’
I thought to myself, ‘At this point I expected her to open a door to a
this all down on your bed for now,” she told me.
I did as
she asked and noticed that I was going to have to work a little harder to get
onto the bed now. It wasn’t any worse than a kid climbing onto their parents’
bed, and definitely more doable than her bed had been, but it was much taller
to me than it had been before my move. I set my two bags on the bed and pulled
myself onto it. I noticed an odd sound and wondered if she had put some
different mattress protector on it… ‘I’ll have to check later…’ I thought.
you start pulling out everything from the bags, and I’ll go get your potty,”
she told me.
we get me out of this diaper?” I asked.
me on the head, “Of course!”
helped her and felt like I was going to get an overload of sugar as I pulled
out each item. They really were some of the least frilly and most mature
options in the store… but that didn’t say much. I found the cloth training
panties and struggled to open the plastic package. I hated that this was the
most mature article of clothing we could find for me with underwear at the
store. ‘I wonder if I could special order smaller panties?’
Just as I
managed to open the package Ivy came back in and asked, “shall we see if those
and started to try and pull myself from the outfit.
mind if I just go ahead and help you get undressed?” she asked me.
and said, “It might be quicker. I’m not a fan of this for getting in and out of
and pushed me on my back on the bed and started popping snaps from the bottom
of the outfit up. “Here, let me get your arms out of this,” she said and pulled
the romper out from underneath me and off my arms leaving me naked but the
diaper. As she went to untape it she squeezed it and said, “Still keeping dry,
you’re doing much better than normal littles,” she told me with a smile.
and felt a bit of foolish pride at the same time. “I’m not exactly from your
on one tape, “No, but normally portal littles aren’t that much different,” she
pulled the other tape, “either.”
the diaper out from underneath me and balled it up before helping me stand on
the bed. “Okay, let’s try these cloth ones first…” she told me. “Here you go,”
at the training panty she handed me and felt a nervous feeling. It was such a
babyish item, just as much as a diaper, but it felt large to me. I pulled the
purple and pink padded underwear up to my waist and let go. I then watched them
promptly fall down to my knees. “Awwww…” I cried out.
a little too big for you I’m afraid….” she told me.
think they’d shrink if you washed them in really hot water?”
shrugged, “Maybe, they are cotton. I guess we can try it. It’s just one pack so
it’s not a lot of money wasted if they don’t.”
grimaced, “I guess I should try on the disposable ones?”
and I watched her use a pair of scissors she’d brought in with her to pierce
the tape and open up the box. She pulled one of the plastic packs of diapers…
pull-ups… out of the pack and soon handed me one. The pink and purple garment
felt anything but mature, but I bit my tongue and pulled it up my legs and was happy
that it stayed up.
looks better,” she said and without warning used a finger to check the waist
band, “still almost too big, but I think it’ll work if you don’t have any
intending to…” I reminded her.
make sure the potty will work for you…” she said. I looked at the box and felt
like groaning. It said ‘Princess Potty’ on it and was touted as working as a
step stool too. She pulled the pink potty and the pieces out of the box, and
removed the plastic wrap. “Let’s put it in the bathroom so you can get to it,”
she said. I climbed down from my bed and followed her down the hallway, wearing
only the pull-up. I was cold from the air conditioning, and more than a bit
self-conscious as I walked. In a hallway bathroom adjacent to my room she sat
it down across from the gigantic toilet. “Need to go at all?”
shrugged, “I haven’t really drank much of anything today…” I paused, “I’ll try
do, we’ll get you dressed and something to drink… we can’t have you not drinking
anything and getting dehydrated! I didn’t even think about that earlier.”
thirsty,” I told her honestly. “I drank a little after I threw up though.” The
potty was clearly meant for toddlers in height, but I had to admit it looked
almost too big to me sitting there. A juvenile white crown was inlaid against
the pink back seat of the potty, and I imagined many wannabe princesses
probably loved the look of it. In my case I just sighed… I put my back to it
and pulled the pull-up down to sit down. I pushed for a couple moments before a
tinkle came out and I peed for a few seconds.
As soon as
I started to do so the potty made a musical sound that startled me. The flow
stopped as it scared me. “What was that?”
laughing, “I guess it’s meant to make you feel good about using the potty. You
for another moment and restarted the stream for a second before saying, “Okay
I’m done. Can you hand me some…” I tried to say but she already had a wad in
her hand that she handed me.
really good between your lips and front to back.”
doctor… I do know that…”
it’s easy to forget,” she admitted.
and pulled the pull-ups up my legs and stepped away. I watched her pull a small
bowl of my urine out of the potty, and flushed it and the toilet paper I’d
dropped inside. She rinsed it and then picked me up to help me reach the sink
to wash my hands. “Let’s get you something else to wear,” she told me once she
washed her own hands and set me back down on the ground.
and followed the tall giant back to my room. For every step she took I had to
practically run three or four to keep up. “I told you earlier dresses probably
make your life easier… That work for you for tonight?”
shrugged, “I guess….?”
up a short sleeved pink dress with butterflies printed on it, “This one?”
hate me if I said it’s horrible?”
laughed, “I think it’s cute!” I made a face, “Okay, maybe a little horrible,
but it’s soft and I think it’ll work for you right now?”
for her to hand it to me and I pulled it over my head. She was right, the
material was a knit material that was very soft. As I pulled it down I was
grateful to see it nearly reached my knees, and fully covered the babyish
size!” she told me. “You look adorable!”
down and blushed, “I guess so…”
get you a drink,” she told me.
and followed her down the hallway to the kitchen. From my perspective on the
floor I couldn’t really see anything she was doing other than when she opened
the fridge and asked, “Milk alright?”
shrugged, “Juice or tea maybe?”
nodded, “Okay, we can do that.” A second later she handed me a cup that looked
like one I’d seen around some of my patients. It didn’t have a spout, but it
was a sippy cup all the same that was designed to drink from any angle of the
cup?” I asked nervously.
bottle?” she asked.
regular cup?” I suggested.
down and looked at me from my level, “Nick you’re going to have to trust me
here… If I don’t have you at least drinking from this - which is the least babyish
option by the way - you’re going to get a lot of stares and people are going to
know you’re a little. When they know that… well you saw at the store how some
but nodded, “Okay… I guess this is fine.”
because I can always go buy you some baby bottles instead if you change your
mind!” she patted my head and said, “Why don’t you bring that with you to your
room, I’ll gather up your stuff, and then as soon as you’ve had some of that to
drink take a nap?”
tell me you’re not tired after everything today?”
betrayed me with a yawn right then, “I guess… But I’d probably be good for
another six or seven hours honestly.”
might be true, but we’re going to meet my parents for dinner tonight… I think it’d
be a good idea for you to be rested for that.” She paused, “Also our days are
longer than you’re used to, so it would be a good idea if you want to stay
up at her and decided she was probably right, “I guess I could sleep for a bit…
I’ll at least try. At least it’s my own bed. I haven’t got to sleep on it for
weeks thanks to that move!”
She led me
back down the hallway as I took some tentative drinks from the cup. It really
wasn’t that bad, and I knew they’d come up with some adult versions of the cups
too. My friends with kids claimed the kid’s ones worked better though! I drank
about half the cup as she gathered the clothes and left my pull-ups right in
the open by my bed. She pulled back my covers and patted the bed.
I took one
last long draw from the cup and handed it to her before I curled up under the
covers. “I’m glad you’re here,” she told me with a smile.
for having me,” I told her, wondering if I was being honest. I tried to get
comfortable with my pillows. I grabbed one and hugged it like a teddy bear like
I always did as I turned to face the wall away from her. She was right, I was
tired, and I was out pretty quickly.
WATCHED FROM the
doorway as her new daughter slept in the bed that she’d brought with her from
her home dimension. She’d nearly thrown it out when it arrived with her stuff…
but she really wanted to bring her along slowly to the idea of being cared for
as a normal little. Her hormones were absolutely messing with her head and that
plan though! She’d had to pump as soon as Holly had gone to sleep due to her
breasts being painfully full.
still didn’t know that was her new name… she’d have to get around to telling
her that when she woke up. It was a little impressive that she’d made it
through the trip to the store without needing that bit of information shared!
‘She’s so adorable sleeping there! I can’t wait to be able to move her to her
the sight, slowly closing the door, and called her mom, “Hey Mom,” she said.
how is she doing?”
right now. We managed to get her some clothes and some panties in her size.”
kidding? They don’t even make panties that small, do they?”
diaper covers,” Ivy found herself laughing lightly. “We tried the smallest size
of cloth training pants they had, but they just fell right off of her. I’m
going to humor her and wash them in the hottest cycle of the washer, and dry
them as hot as I can… maybe they’ll shrink to fit her, but I doubt it. For now,
I have her in Pull-Ups.”
know they made those that small either?”
some twelve to twenty-four-month ones they sell. It’s only in the ones that
change color when she wets, but at least she can feel like she has the freedom
to pull her own underwear up and down for the moment.”
believe you haven’t just kept her diapered and put her in that beautiful
nursery you put together!” her mom told her.
seen how it is with so many other littles and their mothers… I want us to have
a good relationship, not just one brought on by fear of a spanking, or worse
just use hypnosis you know…”
really don’t want to have her bright brain melted away. She honestly is a hell
of a surgeon… I wish she came through bigger so that maybe I could have kept my
end of the bargain with her.”
know why you even care, baby? If I had ever adopted a little, I sure wouldn’t
have stopped to worry about her feelings there - she needs to just accept as
her mother you know best! I was just lucky enough to be able to have kids the
“I wish I
could…” Ivy told her mom and decided to change the subject. “Were you able to
make those exchanges of clothes and diapers?”
Everyone knows how it goes with adopting an unknown new little, so no one
batted an eye.”
can hang onto everything until we can get out of the house again another day,
and then you can sneak it all back into the nursery.” Ivy responded to her
mother with a sigh.
the sneaking is just a waste of time if you’re going to put her back in diapers
like she should be anyway…” Her mom sounded a little exasperated then.
it a shot with my plan! I think we’ll all be happier later!” Ivy told her mom,
“Anyway, are we still good to meet at Egberts?”
Seven-thirty. She just went down for her nap at 4, and I know it’ll take a
little bit when we get her up to get her ready.”
in one of her pull-ups?”
please just treat her like a regular granddaughter. No pushing buttons with her
because she’s a little please. Encourage her as a big girl?”
the fun out of things sweetie, but as long as she behaves, I’ll behave.”
Mom, tell Dad the rules too please. We’ll see you in a bit! Love you!”
WOKE UP to Ivy
moving about the room. My bed made for a comforting anchor to my reality back
home, but her hand flipping up my dress without warning broke that.
your stars are still on your Pull-Up?” she told me with a smile.
down, suddenly scared that for some reason my potty training would have left
me. Fortunately, the stars she referenced were still there and the Pull-Up was
dry. “You could just ask?” I told her.
shrugged, “Might as well get you used to this fact. No adult here will ask,
they’ll check for themselves because littles and babies don’t always know, or
tell the truth.”
and sat up, “You said we’re going to dinner with your parents now?”
as we get you changed into another dress and I do your hair,” she told me.
at her with a bit of shock that I was changing into yet another dress, but I
looked down and saw some wrinkles in the one I was wearing so I shrugged,
“What’s the next dress?”
She held up
a yellow dress with lace that edged very puffy sleeves, and the bottom of the
skirt. It ballooned out from a tall waistline and I knew that it was definitely
designed as a baby styled dress. ‘Girls don’t wear these after they turn two…’
I don’t know if she expected me to put up an argument, but I knew that was
pointless. The way I saw it was that there was no physical resistance possible
from someone my size against her or any other full-grown Amazon. Oh, sure I
might be able to make a quick sprint away like a toddler would, but just like
that toddler I’d be caught eventually. I had a feeling the result would likely
be complying with whatever they wanted… after who knows what punishments were
doled out. I definitely had guesses based on what I had already seen that day
and heard about from that article...
what the time in the store had shown me more than anything. It was a hard and
scary lesson to learn that the article was just the tip of the truth of the
dimension. ‘I don’t think the author got out to some of those places on his
off the bed and pulled the dress off over my head like a t-shirt. That left me
once again standing mostly naked in only my crinkly Pull-Up.
me a pair of what looked like weird frilly shorts, “What are these?”
bloomers, you usually wear them over a diaper, but they’ll work with a Pull-Up
just fine too.”
little girls don’t show off their real panties in their short dresses,” she
smiled at me. “Normally you try and have something else on a little girl to
give them a little more discretion.”
said with a blush. I pulled the yellow bloomers on over my Pull-Up like a pair
of shorts and noted that they ended well above my belly button to fully cover
the larger missing diaper. There were three layers of really frilly lacy
ruffles on the butt, and lace lined the bottom of the leg holes. “Arms up
again,” she told me and slid the yellow dress down over my shoulders, zipping
it up and tying a bow behind me. Short lacy socks and some black shoes were
handed to me to put on. I sat on the edge of the bed to do so, and realized the
point of the bloomers as the dress was too short and would have fully shown the
Pull-Up in almost any sitting position. I noted that they were definitely juvenile
looking socks and shoes. Once I was done, she held out her arms and said, “Come
with me to the living room.”
and put my arms out so she could pick me up. She carried me out to the living
room and sat me sideways on the couch in front of her with my back to her.
“What are you doing now?” I asked.
Silly!” She told me. “It may not have been intended that you be a girl… but
you’re not a little boy anymore that can just show up to meet your grandparents
for the first time with unkempt hair!”
I turned and asked.
kind of a figure of speech?” She said.
long as I’m not calling you Mommy...,” I told her.
with my back to her as she untied the braids in my hair and began brushing
through it. “About that…”
back, or tried to, but she said, “Sit still so we can multi-task here.”
about that?” I asked with a sigh.
we’re out and about... it might be better if you did call me some version of
Mommy or Mama.”
asked really wanting to face her for this conversation, but she had my hair
tight in her hands as she brushed out a couple snags.
how most littles are normally treated earlier… I don’t ever want to demean you,
or be cruel to you like that.” She paused, “But the truth is others will treat
you that way if they realize you aren’t really the baby you appear to be.”
You want me to pretend to be a year-and-a-half old baby?”
of were earlier?”
“I’m not stupid, I kind of guessed the rules of the game as soon as we started
moving in the store. If I don’t act like that though… What will people do?”
teasing or taunting you is a pretty normal thing. Finding ways to humiliate
you… In a restaurant they might insist that you have soft pureed food, or
formula, instead of normal food?”
said, “So what do I have to do?”
words and simple sentences,” she told me.
months is how old I look, huh?” I paused and thought back to the pages of
textbooks from my child development classes, “So two-word sentences, and
pretend I have about fifty words I can say?”
about right,” she told me.
but said, “Okay you’re Mommy - but only when we’re out!”
perfect,” she told me.
way… I’m guessing my name is going to have to change?”
for a second and said, “I kind of had to take care of that after the accident
at the portal,” she told me.
“What’s my new name?”
Anne?” she said tentatively.
the name over my tongue and shrugged, “It could have been worse… I guess it’ll
it would be a pretty name. It’s another flower like my name,” she added
was surprised she was letting me even pretend to be a ‘big’ girl at this point.
You could tell in her voice that she wanted nothing more than to treat me like
the other littles I’d seen. I felt a little like I was living in a bad horror
movie with a vampire who wanted to suck my blood, the viewer knew they wanted
to, but we both were pretending that she didn’t...
I felt her
brushing end, and before long felt the addition of something on my head that
pulled on my hair.
my hair?” I asked.
bow that came with the dress,” she said. “Want to see what you look like?”
I sighed, “Probably
not... but I guess… please.”
me up and carried me on her side like a toddler again and walked to the
bathroom where my potty sat. The reflection in the mirror was that of a really
adorable baby made up for some sort of special occasion. There was no sign of
the man that had looked in the mirror this morning back home.
“Well at least I’m not an ugly baby…”
at me in the reflection, “Definitely not ugly! We could probably enter you in
some pageants or do some modeling with the way you look.”
you,” I told her. “Somehow I don’t think they would want me to be potty trained
not,” she agreed. “Speaking of that, why don’t you use your big girl potty
while I use the other one and then we’ll get going to the restaurant.”
but stood on the ground once she sat me down. I reached under the dress and
pulled the bloomers down, then my Pull-Up, and sat down on the potty. Ivy did
the same and it was a bit disconcerting really. I managed to get a stream going
and ignored the annoying congratulatory sound. She finished up after me and
said, “Good girl!”
LOOKED DOWN at
her new little and grabbed some toilet paper and wiped her front and back.
I could do this myself?” she told her.
laughed, “If you could reach the toilet paper! Besides, you better get used to
this… you’re small enough most people here will believe you shouldn’t even be
allowed to use the potty. More importantly, while you’re getting used to your
new body parts I don’t want you getting a UTI.”
watched her frown and it tore her heart apart, “I’ll try and give you some more
space… just know that it’s tough for me to do so.”
lifted a bit and she felt her heart flutter. ‘I just want to put her straight
into another diaper and put her to my breasts… but that’s not the way I’m going
to do this…’ she reminded herself. Looking at her watch she saw time was short
and quickly tossed the contents of Holly’s potty into the real toilet, rinsed
it out, and then put it back down. Knowing she didn’t have much time she
quickly washed her hands and then picked up Holly and held her for her to do
hands on the towel, not your dress,” she found herself scolding as Holly’s male
habits seemed to make her just want to use her dress.
blushed, “Sorry… habit.”
break that one,” she told her. “Let’s get going,” she added and quickly grabbed
her and put her on her hip, grabbed her diaper bag, and headed to the garage.
your arm,” she told Holly as she did one strap at a time and then tightened
down the harness for her car seat. She watched Holly squirm as she pulled the
center strap tighter and knew that it must be an odd feeling for her. The blush
as she was stuck inside the babyish seat was adorable, but she couldn’t take it
in for long since they had to get going. She quickly closed the door and walked
to her side.
door rose and she began driving towards the restaurant she’d agreed to meet her
parents at. ‘I hope Mom behaves herself!’ She’d never had a little of her own,
but she’d always teased and babied her friends and her grandchildren and
grand-littles non-stop. Having explained her plan to her mother, she hoped she
didn’t blow it, but knew that she would have to deal with it if she did.
Holly hasn’t fought me on anything yet…’ she thought, ‘hopefully she won’t
notice the next plan until it’s too late. More importantly, hopefully she won’t
blame me for the problems she’s going to have!’
DROVE LIKE an
overcautious new mother…. Something I had decided she probably intended to be.
I wasn’t fooled by the idea of calling her ‘mommy’ just to hide my age like she
had talked about earlier. So far she was at least being nice about it all. I
didn’t know if she had my gender altered intentionally… But I really wanted to
believe she was being honest on that part.
My gut was
beginning to think she was lying about that though.
expression in her eyes at dressing me, and wiping me after going to the
bathroom, told me she definitely wanted more control. I would definitely be on
the lookout for more signs of danger, but I wouldn’t be able to do anything
about it even if I saw them. So far this felt like it might work out okay; at
least I wasn’t looking for an apartment or a job right this second!
that’s the bright side of the fact I look like a real baby girl instead of a
miniature adult… if that helps me avoid some of the scary things, I guess I’ll
take it… even if it means Pull-Ups are the closest thing to real underwear that
I can fit into.’
this?” She asked me as she unbuckled me and put me onto her side to carry me.
The purple bag was then put over her older shoulder.
as I can be,” I told her. I looked again at the bag and sighed, ‘It could be
worse… with that diaper bag she’s carrying I’m guessing she’s fully prepared
for me to be having accidents.’
with that thought for a second as we heard, “Ivy!” from across the parking lot.
to see two older giants sitting on a bench in front of the doors. A number of
disinterested giants walked into the restaurant around them, while they stood
and waited for us to approach. These two bore a striking resemblance to Ivy,
and I could have guessed they were her parents without being told. Ivy looked
exactly like a younger, and more fit, version of her mother. I guessed they
were definitely getting older in age, figuring them to be around seventy, which
made sense with the place Ivy was in her life.
Daddy,” she said as we got closer.
she is so precious!” her mom said, “Can I hold her?”
me a quick warning look before I was passed over and said, “Hi Granny,” to her.
that was the right move because she cooed and said, “She’s perfect!” and
squeezed me, “I’m so glad to have you in our family Holly!”
looked at me a little less obsessively as her mom said, “And this is your
brought a shake of his head and a smile to his face as he said, “Shall we go
inside to a fairly nice restaurant that had a stereo-typical Italian design to
the decor. I noticed a few other littles
in there as I glanced around. I knew that wouldn’t seem that odd for a baby to
do so I kept looking around as I was placed into a high chair next to where Ivy
hung the diaper bag. I wanted to whine that I didn’t need to sit in one, but
that seemed likely to have consequences... That meant I sat like a ‘good girl’
and let Granny strap me in. Ivy sat down next to me while her parents sat across
like some crayons for your daughter?” the waitress asked Ivy as she came up.
she told her.
I get you all to drink?”
Ivy said, “and would you please fill this with some juice for her?” handing her
a sippy cup.
she said and smiled at me. “She’s adorable, how old is she?”
the twenty-one-month mark,” Ivy said with a smile.
she’s going to grow up and be a big girl before you know it!” the waitress
of already has! She started using the big girl potty today!”
the waitress said, turning to me, “You’re already using the big girl potty?!?”
“Uh-huh, big girl!”
like she’s growing up faster than you’re going to know. She’ll be dating boys
before you know it, then be off to college, and then having her own babies!”
laughed, “We’ll enjoy her being a baby still some while it lasts! Even if she
does use the big girl potty she’ll always be my baby!” she tickled my side and
help but giggle and said “stop!”
waitress and my new grandparents all laughed at me as Ivy kissed the top of my
head. Her parents gave her their orders and I soon had a refilled sippy cup,
along with a coloring sheet and crayons in front of me. I sighed and looked at
Ivy who had opened the crayon packet unasked and I began scribbling on the
page. I had made certain to not use colors that made sense or to color in the
lines so it looked like a genuine toddler creation.
thought you weren’t going to alter her mentally?” Her mom asked.
didn’t,” she said quietly, “I told her if she acted like her age when we’re out
we can just treat her like that, and she won’t get picked on.”
As if to
emphasize that was a good thing, I heard a commotion a few tables away that I
looked at. “No!!! I won’t eat that god damned mush!!!!!!” A woman little
dressed in a short romper shouted at her ‘mother’ trying to spoon feed
something from a jar of…. ‘Baby food?’ I could tell she was an adult because
her breasts were clearly well developed for her size. ‘Why would you feed an
adult baby food?’
as the little was picked up out of the high chair, her clothes and diaper
ripped off and she was spanked on her bare butt right there in the restaurant.
By the time I had counted twenty spanks the small woman was bawling for her to
stop. Between the next five she began peeing on the woman’s lap and her ‘mom’
got even angrier. “You little bitch!” the woman said.
ma’am,” a manager walked up to her, “I can understand your need to discipline
your misbehaving little, but you risked that potty accident when you took off
sighed, “You’re right, I should have known better. Of course, this little girl
was telling me two hours ago that she hadn’t had an accident in years and
didn’t need a diaper.” She put another diaper on the woman but didn’t bother
putting more clothes on her. “Guess we know that wasn’t true, huh?”
gave her a grim smile and said, “If you can keep it reasonable you can stay, but
anything further and I will have to ask you to leave so you don’t disrupt the
rest of our guests.”
was delivered right then and she returned her little to the high chair. I saw
her wince as she was set down on her red bottom. I couldn’t help but continue
to stare at her naked upper body and that not a single person thought that her
breasts being exposed was strange or obscene!
our own food arrived at the table and Ivy asked, “Excuse me, can I get a small
plate so I can put her food on it?”
thing, ma’am,” the girl said.
myself thirsty again and reached for the cup. I had the cup at my mouth when
she returned with a smile and said, “There you go cutie!”
ordered some sort of fried fish. The crazy thing was that the two filets had to
have been twenty inches long a piece! She cut up just a small amount of it for
me and put it on the plate. She added some gigantic fries that she pulled apart
with her fingers onto the plate too, before reaching into the diaper bag and
grabbing a bib.
red again as she tied it around me, but I didn’t argue. The dress I was wearing
couldn’t have been cheap and I thought it was probably reasonable to protect
it. She placed the plate in front of me, but didn’t give me silverware. I
looked up at her and she said, “I know you like eating yourself with your
hands, go ahead Princess,” she whispered to me.
back up at her and sighed before reaching for a piece with my hands and
sticking it into my mouth. The fish was really good, and so were the fries. The
flakes were much bigger than any fish I’d had before, almost more like a shark
steak in texture. As much as I hated the fact that my food was cut up for me,
and cooling down way too fast, it was pretty good. I noted that there was no
way I could ever eat even a quarter of the plates of food they had. By the time
I had three pieces left on my plate I was already feeling full and slowing
moment when I paused my eating, I looked up and around and felt my eyes widen
at the sight of the ‘problem little’ from earlier. Her ‘mom’ had her shirt
pulled down, her breast exposed, and the little appeared to be breastfeeding
her say, “Don’t worry, I know now you weren’t ready for baby food, we’ll just
stick with breast which is best.”
the little wriggled a little but never came up off of the breast as she nursed.
A moment later though the little was pushed off and the mom looked at her, “Bad
girl!” she wagged her finger, “No biting! One more time and we’ll just remove
those teeth. You’re not going to need them anymore anyway.”
in horror at the scene.
LOOKED AT Holly and
noticed her gaze towards the abusive mother in the corner. If that little was a
real baby, she would be legally obligated to report the mother to child
protective services. As it was Little Protective Services might get involved -
but she doubted it.
noticed that Holly wriggled uncomfortably and realized it was probably due to
her watching her feed her little from her breast. There was no doubt she could
feel her own breasts were already past full again, but she intended to ease her
little into that. A sippy cup or two in the next couple days should be enough
to get her liking the taste of it. She knew that without a doubt from studies
and experience in pediatrics that littles quickly became addicted to the
effects of it. She would pump for the near future until the moment was right,
and then she’d switch her little girl right to the source like that mother had.
three bites left on her plate and she decided to get her attention, “Holly, can
you take three more big girl bites for Mommy?”
looked down at the fork that had speared the fish and resignedly opened her
mouth for the bite. Two more later and she said, “All gone!”
gone,” Holly agreed like a real baby would.
had been doing a great job of behaving like an actual baby. If anything, she
was a little too good of a baby. She’d have to get her to understand squirming
and looking properly bored with sitting. For now, she reached over and wiped
her face with a baby wipe, removed the tray, the bib, and held her in her lap
possessively while her dad kept eating. ‘He always eats so slow!’
at her dad eating still and was actually kind of surprised how comfortable
Ivy’s lap was. The way her heartbeat pounded next to my head was oddly
soothing. She grabbed the cup she had put on the table and handed it to me to
drink the last few ounces. I guessed the cup had been filled with about
half-a-liter, and I was actually a little surprised to finish it a moment
thirsty?” She asked me.
I shook my
I heard a
loud burp and looked over to see the little that had been my focus over the
back of her ‘moms’ shoulder being burped. I blushed at that for some reason. A
bit of spittle landed on her mom’s shoulder which was bare and she grumbled,
“You did that intentionally you little brat…”
her gather her and carry her out of the restaurant. I smirked that you could
still see the pee stain on her pants from her daughter’s accident - I couldn’t
help but think that was a little bit of karmic justice!
riddance,” Ivy’s dad said aloud, “I can’t believe that there’s no law against
that kind of treatment.”
we don’t know the full story of how that all came to be. It’s possible that
little had been bad all day long and that was the final straw…” Granny said,
making me feel less inclined to like her.
Dad here,” Ivy said. “But no arguing right now. Thank you for dinner, we’re
going to go ahead and get home as it’s been a long day for us both.”
understand that dear,” her mom told us.
around as we stood up and felt my pull-up under my dress. I stiffened at the
feeling of the finger there, “Still dry?” her mom asked intuitively.
that reminds me... I should take her to the potty really quick.” She paused as
she shouldered the bag on her shoulder, “We’ll be right back out.”
really feel a big need to use the bathroom, but I wasn’t going to argue against
it. She carried me into the bathroom and opened a larger stall. “Can you pull
down your bloomers and panties like a big girl for Mommy?” she asked aloud. I
knew that the other two women in the bathroom had to have heard it.
but pulled them down like she instructed me to. She picked me up under the arms
and held me over the huge toilet then.
sweetie, be a big girl and go potty for Mommy!”
redder and grimaced, but forced the awkward feeling muscles to open up and
released a stream of urine into the bowl. When I stopped, she asked, “All
Mommy! Big girl!”
are!” She smiled at me with a wink, “My big girl Princess!”
was standing at the sink and said, “Were you a big girl Holly?”
girl!” I said with a smile.
adorable,” another lady at a sink said, “How old is she?”
months,” Ivy told her.
already potty training?”
going to be a bright star like her mother,” Ivy’s mom said. “She actually was
completely out of diapers by the time she had her second birthday!”
don’t think I’d want to do that yet. There’s something so great about having
your baby depend on you to change them…” the lady said with a wistful look in
their own,” Ivy said, “I’m ready to be done with stinky diapers at least!” She
held me up to the sink, “Wash your hands really good!”
were done in the bathroom, we walked out together to the parking lot.
nice to meet you Holly!” She kissed me on the forehead and hugged me in Ivy’s
arms. “Bye-bye Holly, you are such a cutie!”
gave us both a hug at the same time next and said, “Welcome to the family
Holly,” quietly to me. “Be a good girl for your mommy,” he said a little
carried me to the car and sat me in the car seat. “Let’s go home and get you
into a bath and then bed,” she told me, with her own kiss on my head before she
closed the door.
I sat in
the car seat on the way home and tried to process exactly what was going on.
The woman that had been spanked in the restaurant for not eating that
disgusting mush was at least a foot taller than I was now. I knew that Ivy
would have zero problems physically being able to do the same things to me if
she wanted to. The fact that the woman had… actually breastfed her! I blushed
at the thought of doing that!
I was doing my residency, a few of us were bored late at night in the
pediatrics wing. It was a truly rare quiet night that you didn’t say anything
about it - you didn’t want to jinx it!
One of the jokers among us dared everyone to try some breast milk that
was going to expire if it wasn’t used in the next hour. I had tried to stay
away from the fray, but with five of us working in that area, once three had
done it I couldn’t get out of it without looking like a wimp. I took a few sips
out of the baby bottle that had been found somewhere and fought the gag reflex
thinking about where it was from. I had been surprised when it was kind of
sweet though, and while I’d never feel a need to repeat the experience, it
wasn’t the barf fest I had expected.
a bit at the thought of Ivy giving me the same milk directly from the source
like that little. I was definitely smaller than the other girl had been, and I
had no doubts that as small as I was it would seem even more normal to the
Amazons. ‘The only thing that Ivy and her parents even thought was off about
the situation was how forcefully she spanked the little after she peed on
SIGHED AND fidgeted
with my fingers and legs a bit since I couldn’t move much in the car seat. When
we finally reached her house I sat patiently she backed into the garage, before
she opened her door and came over for me.
how was your first day in this dimension?” she asked me as she picked me up out
of the seat.
squeezed me into a hug, “I am sorry about that,” she told me before carrying me
inside the house and setting me down on the kitchen floor.
her as she sat the diaper bag down on a counter in the kitchen, before she
continued to walk into the living room. “Why don’t we have a chat?” She
suggested. I looked up at where she had a seat on the couch and took a bit of a
hop up to pull myself to the top of the couch and planted myself cross legged a
few feet from her. I blushed as I realized the dress definitely exposed the
bloomers and tried to smooth the skirt back down. ‘I wonder if that will become
looked up into her face, I couldn’t help but be aware of the discrepancy in our
sizes. There was no doubt in my mind that she was physically able to do
whatever she wanted with me. Clearly it was a normal and acceptable behavior
from her kind to treat us ‘littles’ like babies instead of adults. It
definitely wasn’t an outlier event like I’d been told back at Portal
Relocations - everything I had seen that day made that point very clear! What I
couldn’t quite figure out ,were her motives and her ultimate
goals. Well… maybe her ultimate goals weren’t so hard to figure out. The diaper
bag and the high chair in the house were obviously bought before she found out
you thinking?” She asked me.
“Trying to figure out what you’re really doing with me… I’m guessing there’s no
way I’ll be working at the hospital like this?”
grimaced… “It’s going to be complicated,” she told me.
complicated? All I’ve seen with adults my size is one after another being
abused as surrogate babies today?” I felt a tear from my eye, “I really am the
biggest idiot on the planet for coming here…”
her stop herself from reaching out to me, “No you’re not,” she said.
threw away a career and a good life… What’s here for me?”
taken aback further as more tears fell silently down my face, “Me?” She said
at her and noticed her own tears. She reached tentatively for me and sat me
into her lap gently facing her.
Nick…” she paused, “I’m sorry that this has been the day it has. I was hoping
we’d be able to go through and have a few days before the realities of this
world came crashing down on you…”
and shook my head, “You didn’t exactly allow for that by taking me outside the
her head, “No, part of it is a certain blindness to how my kind acts…” She
sighed, “Look, I’m not going to lie and say that I didn’t invite you here
without any intentions of being able to maybe have a relationship with a
‘little.’” She paused, “But I also need you to understand the way things work
in this world and that I don’t want you to regret your trip… or hate me.”
at her skeptically. She’d been lying to me and maybe this was my chance to get
the truth, “I’ll give you a chance, but let’s get the record straight now
though. You chose the modifications to make me into a girl, didn’t you?”
at me in shock, but nodded, “I’m sorry I did.”
sighed, “For that I need to really give you the full truth… I told you earlier
about the reproduction problems we have?” I nodded, “Well I’m one of the sixty
percent who can’t have babies.”
just adopt…?” I asked.
unwanted baby?” I suggested.
laughed, “There’s no such thing here in this dimension. Those lucky enough to
have babies always keep them, cherish them, and raise them. The government even
provides subsidies for mothers to help out with the few natural births that
about teen pregnancy?” I asked curiously.
thing here like I’ve heard it is in your dimension as much. Parents tend to
keep their teenage daughters on a pretty tight leash. The few too young teens
that get pregnant often end up back in diapers after delivery and end up being
re-raised due to their immaturity…”
“I want to
get back on topic here… but some are raised from the beginning again themselves
in their current size, or even shrunk to baby size if their parents are wealthy
going to ask but she said, “Let me continue?” I nodded impatiently. “With no
real babies to adopt, there really is no other option for my species than to
you have to do so?” I asked, “I mean in my dimension there are lots of people
who go their lives without having children?”
grimaced, “Contrary to what our bodies want to do, those of us who can’t have
kids have this… super mothering compulsion?”
you have to have a baby to take care of yourself…?” she looked pained as she thought
about it, “Just having you sitting in my lap right now is making me the most
content I’ve been in years? I don’t know that I can explain it any more than
this a psychological or a physical issue?” I asked clinically.
she said sadly, “It manifests it both in behavior and in body functions… Hard
to explain though.”
a pretty big issue,” she said, “and there’s really only a few ways to take care
of getting a little.”
one off of the street I guess was one?” I asked her. “That’s what had happened
to a couple of them today?”
nodded, “It’s less common now though, since there are fewer and fewer free
littles for one to grab.”
guessing from an article I read back home there are some sort of orphanages
that you also can adopt from?”
grimaced at that one, “That’s the worst way in my opinion,” she said.
littles are altered through surgery, nanites, and other ways to be the best
most compliant littles they can be for their new mothers.”
“I take it
they’re not gentle with them?” I saw her arterial vein on her neck throb a bit
with her anger.
had to clean up more than a few messes from them at the hospital,” she said.
last is to find some sucker that will agree to come here from my dimension?”
pained, but said, “To a degree that’s correct…”
“And in my
and blinked away some tears, “I guess my mom was right, I should have just
thrown you into the deep end, diapered, put you in a crib, and generally just
babied you… but I can’t do that to you.”
smirked, “Well, definitely could, nothing’s stopping me. Certainly nothing you
about the contract I have with Portal Relocations?”
that says I determine if you’re an adult and capable of using that
clause to come home?”
probably why she kept it out of my hands after that…” I moaned, “I’ll be honest
towards the end I worried about fine print but I’d been signing and initially so
much after one-hundred pages I got sloppy for a few pages… She claimed she’d
get me a hard copy but didn’t give it to me until I was already there to
she told me, “otherwise smart people like you wouldn’t come…”
“So what happens now?”
question,” she told me to my surprise.
know?” I asked.
what I want to do, I know what my heart wants me to do, and I know what I think
of all let’s be honest here, you are my adopted daughter legally as of now. I
am your mother and have all rights to decide what you do…”
fair?” She finished. “No, I admit it’s not, but it’s the way life will be for
grimaced, “Okay, so you’re my mommy now… that’s weird, but you’re right,
nothing I can do about it I...” I thought, ‘I saw more than enough beatings
today to know arguing won’t help…’
actually smiled as I used that word, “So as a new mommy I have six weeks of
paid maternity leave,” she told me, “and... during that time let’s figure out
if we can have a good relationship?”
at her for a moment and shrugged, “It’s not like I have much of a choice here.”
at me, “You may not now - but you did before… Why did you come? I mean you’re
obviously shocked to see what you’ve seen today, but you clearly weren’t
totally surprised by it?”
enough information out there that no… I’m not surprised by it. It was always a
possibility after what I’d read… Just more the shock of seeing it… well really
the shock of everything today. It’s a wonder I haven’t lost it completely…” I
come here? You yourself said you had a good life?”
wasn’t a great life. I’ll admit I’ve been lonely… Same as you with your career.
You don’t make it as far in medicine as both of us have, without a lot of work.
It’s easy to forget to have a relationship while you are still young enough to
nodded, “I do understand that, so…?”
be honest, with everything going to hell in my world… I took one look at you
and thought maybe I’d find someone I could connect with.”
of you, and the obvious care you have for your patients. I came to learn and
practice medicine here …” I gave a small smile, “but also something about you
fascinated me more than any other woman has… and I guess I gambled.” I paused,
“Guess I lost…”
grimaced at that and shook her head, “Maybe not?”
see how this cannot be a loss?”
at me, “Look, I can’t lie to you and say things are going to go according to
the plan we might have told you… but I will promise you that I will care for
you as my own daughter in every way I can… And if that means maybe letting you
be a bit more grown-up than some littles, well I can live with that.”
about this, we use this six-weeks and figure out where our boundaries can be?
Maybe you could be willing to try a few things out… and I’ll do my best not to
smother you completely?”
things?” I asked.
one I’ll let you use your potty as long as you can make it reliably? Let’s say
no more than three wet accidents or one poopy one per week?”
at her a little incredulously, “I don’t have accidents?”
you didn’t have them back in your world…” she paused, “Even though we have a
hard time believing that - but, I could see by your mattress being clean that
you are being honest. That being said, most littles who come through the portal
don’t maintain as good of control here?”
“And if I
do have those accidents?”
there’s no use pretending that training panties will do any good? As it is, I
think any accident will leak badly through that pull-up because it fits you so
that point it’ll be back to diapers,” she told me. “Tell you what to make it
fair I’m not going to count sleeping accidents against you either though.”
expect me to wet the bed?” I asked a little incredulously.
not, but if you do, I can hardly fault you on something that would be
completely normal at your size? No one should ever be punished for bedwetting
in my opinion.”
guess… deal…” I looked up at her, “What else is expected of me?”
sighed, “Well we already talked about my name in public… and I’m sure you’ve
figured out that the car seats and high chairs are going to be normal. I’ll
probably also alternate between using a stroller and maybe a harness or sling
to carry you sometimes when we’re out.”
safer that way,” I admitted, “Every one of you are that crazy about needing a
‘baby?’” I asked.
nodded, “pretty much, it goes away a bit in intensity after menopause.”
safe am I from someone picking me up and running off with me?”
on where you’re at that could vary, but I did have a microchip implanted in you
to help identify you as my daughter.”
dog?” I hissed a little angrily.
nodded, “Sorry, but it’s the only way to make sure you stay safe if someone
takes you to an orphanage or tries to illegally adopt you out. It’s also law
that any portal littles have one inserted upon adoption.”
area in your right butt cheek,” she told me. “I made sure they put it in while
you were still out earlier. A lot of people wait until you’re conscious so you
can be aware of the pain, but I didn’t want to do that to you.”
think,” I said while rubbing my butt. Not that I could feel it through the
diaper cover and the Pull-Up. “What about… what can I do during the day?”
the next few weeks let’s figure that out. I was honest though that I will be
taking you with me to the hospital… Just that I’m planning on leaving you in
the daycare while I’m working…”
be that bad. You won’t be the only little there… and I’ll make sure that I send
some activities for you to do that will keep you busy.”
that… but I guess let’s see what your time off brings…” I yawned then.
but not… My adrenaline, and flight or fight response is definitely active right
now,” I told her honestly, “I’m sure I’ll crash eventually, and hard, but right
now I’m pretty alert.”
if I was confronted by giants and told everything you have, I probably would be
the same…” she told me. “How about we get you into a set of pajamas and ready
for bed… but sit here on the couch and watch some TV?”
“I guess that could work.”
me up and gave me a hug, “I’m sorry I lied to you, but I hope we can make this
and squeezed my arms back as much as I could, “I hope so too.”
carried me back to my room and watched as I dug through my belongings and found
my toothbrush and toothpaste. The rest of the stuff I had brought to shave and
the deodorant didn’t really seem appropriate then. I was sure she wouldn’t want
me to smell like a man like the shower gel I had brought and just decided that
was enough. “Got your toothbrush?” She asked.
could you help me reach the sink?” I asked with my face red as she followed me
to the bathroom.
later she was holding me to make sure I didn’t fall over as I brushed my teeth
over the sink. My toothbrush didn’t feel the same in my smaller mouth and I
think she must have figured that out. “That toothbrush too big for you?”
“I probably need a smaller one,” I admitted as I spit out the toothpaste.
find you one tomorrow,” she told me. “It’s actually odd to me that you all
still use that antiquated method of cleaning your teeth…”
you tomorrow.” She gently held a small cup to her that was like a large solo
cup to me to take water and rinse my mouth out. “Why don’t you use the potty
really quick and then we’ll get you in your jammies.”
I sat down
and used the potty to go pee before standing up and washing my hands with her
help. She cleaned out the potty really quickly and then after cleaning her
hands led me down to my bedroom. “Let me go get some of your new pajamas,” she
said before leaving the room.
As I was
left alone, I couldn’t help but notice she’d put some work in making the room
look like home with my diplomas, awards, and even pictures of my deceased
parents hanging by my bed. I looked at mom and felt a tear go down my cheek,
“I’m sorry you’re probably disappointed in me Mom… I just had to try
A knock on
the door reminded me of Ivy’s presence. I looked up at her and saw she had the
diaper bag with her too. “What’s that for?” I asked her as she knelt down next
to me and laid out the changing pad.
you I wouldn’t count nighttime accidents, right?” she asked.
I’m not counting them, I’d at least like to know if you do have them… well that
you’ll not get your bed wet?”
“So that’s what the Pull-Up is already for?”
don’t think it’ll work that well with it sagging like it is already? Would you
consider wearing a regular diaper at night… at least for a week? I won’t make
you wear them at night after that if you can stay dry?”
I’d have much choice if I wanted to say no,” I huffed, but went ahead and
walked over to her. She undid the bow and zipper on the dress before lifting it
over my head.
As she sat
it to the side I asked, “Umm… why do most littles seem to have breasts…”
you’re as flat as a normal toddler?” She asked while pushing me to lay on my
back on the pad and kneeling on the ground in front of me. “Because I have seen
a lot of people pick on littles to get a rise out of them… but if they think
you might be an actual baby, they’ll treat you better… So, I had them make your
body look like an actual baby in appearance.” She paused, “Well mostly - you’re
a bit skinnier than you should be, but I imagine that’s either genetic or will
change after a few weeks of diet changes.”
up at her as she lifted my legs and pulled the Pull-Up and diaper cover off in
one go leaving me completely naked and vulnerable as she sat them to the side.
She reached into the bag and pulled out a baby diaper and flipped it outward to
open it up before lifting my legs and setting it under me. I thought she would
go ahead and close it but she reached instead for some baby powder that she
sprinkled on my groin and rubbed into me.
feeling of someone touching me down there made me squirm and cringe. I was
ticklish and as she rubbed it in there and my bottom I couldn’t help but giggle
and twitch. She smirked after lifting my legs up to powder my butt too and
taped the diaper. A baby wipe in her hands, she immediately asked, “You’re
ticklish aren’t you?”
were as big as saucers as I tried to lie, “Na...Na… No…”
that moment to let her fingers dance around my stomach for several moments and
I couldn’t help myself but laugh uncontrollably until she stopped. “Please…”
laughed, “It’s nice to see you smile and laugh, even if I had to tickle it out
of you,” she told me. She pulled a nightshirt over my head that said ‘Princess
Adorable’ and was covered in castles and princess caricatures. I looked at it
and felt really weird wearing it and a diaper.
would you like something to drink while we watch TV?” She asked.
shrugged, “Some water?”
coming right up,” she said and I followed her out of the room and to the
kitchen where she filled up the sippy cup I’d used earlier and then led me to
the couch. She picked me up and sat me in her lap as she fiddled through
channels before settling on some sort of medical drama that reminded me of
Gray’s Anatomy. There were littles being treated at times, but absolutely none
that were doctors I noted sourly. During two commercial breaks I watched three
diaper commercials in a row that were specifically about diapers for littles. I
noticed as I watched something felt a little off for me, but I couldn’t place
it. I managed to stay awake for most of the episode, but must have fallen
asleep before the end as I couldn’t recall the details later.
Ivy watch as her little Holly slept, not quite ready to get her up for
the new day. Her cute little snores as she slept with her mouth open just made
her heart melt. She wanted to fill that mouth with a pacifier, but was going to
hold off for a while on that step... She was going to try and bring her little
girl from adulthood to babyhood one step at a time to avoid the shock of
everything overwhelming her.
she closed the door and walked across the hallway through the living room and
to the master bedroom side of the house. She’d loved the open floor-plan of the
five-bedroom ranch style house when she bought it. The best part to her right
now was that the master bedroom was on the other side of the house from the
guest bedrooms, and adjacent to it was Holly’s real room - her nursery. Quietly
she unlocked the door and closed it behind her, before getting set up for
draining her full breasts.
down in the rocking chair and made sure everything was clean before pressing a
button on the pump to begin. She watched as a bag of milk filled slowly before
replacing it with another empty bag and switching sides.
she was just stock-piling and freezing most of her milk since Holly would need
a supply at daycare, or if she was being babysat. ‘Although I know I nursed
more than a few of the littles I babysat…’ she admitted to herself. The ‘Bigs’
lactation reflex was something that had been studied for a long while by
doctors. She personally hypothesized that it had to be inversely proportional
to the possibility of having their own kids. Her mother and others who had
children naturally never seemed to struggle as badly with leaking breasts
outside of childbirth!
ever since she started puberty at age twelve, even looking at a cute little
sitting in a desk across the way meant leaking breasts. She blushed as she
remembered a science class one time. One of her little classmates had just been
forced to wear diapers again due to some made up accident by a bitch of a girl
she herself hated. Not allowed to use a bathroom anymore he’d wet it for the
first time in class and begun crying. Almost instantly her milk had let down
for the first time and soaked her bra and shirt… She sighed as the pump pulled
milk out and dreamed of the day sometime soon it would be Holly sucking from
her instead of the pump she’d had to use frequently ever since that day.
around at the beautiful nursery she had prepared for her little girl. She
noticed she could probably bring the crib level up a bit since Holly was so
much shorter than she had expected. The closet and the diaper stacker were
empty at the moment, since her mom hadn’t had a chance to bring the replacement
clothes and diapers yet. ‘That reminds me, I’d better buy some more diapers for
nighttime while we’re out, I only have a few left…’
finished with her second mammary and she began cleaning up before taking the
two new bags to the pantry room and adding them to her stockpile in the small
deep-freezer. Looking inside she could see nearly thirty of the bags already
inside and made a decision that these two would just go into the fridge instead.
‘Maybe at lunch tomorrow?’ she thought to herself, ‘It’ll be good for a few
returned to the nursery and made sure everything was back as it should be. She
ran her hand over the pretty pink and green blanket was neatly folded over the
crib rail. ‘Soon,’ she thought to herself. ‘I have Holly, and now it won’t be
long before I have her in here…’
WOKE UP and
stretched out on my bed. I loved the mattress set I had splurged on last year.
‘So much better than that hotel bed!’ I was grateful that the journey to
storage, and then the new dimension, didn’t seem to hurt it any! I rolled over
and looked around for something to show me the time. Finding nothing obvious I
walked to where my backpack was and dug out my phone. It uselessly displayed that
there was no signal and I groaned with the 3pm time it showed since I forgot
the days in this dimension were longer and that clock would just get more wrong
that make it, nine in the morning?’ I wondered as I rolled over and took the
larger jump down. The bed had shrunk some on the journey, but definitely not as
much as I had. I looked back at how it stood higher than my waist and shook my
head. ‘Whatever the native options are in my size, I’m sure an adult style bed
isn’t one of them.’ I walked to the door and noticed that it had been shut last
night. I strained to reach up to the door handle and couldn’t grab it without
jumping. I was just about to do so when the door handle turned and the door
opened inward, almost hitting me.
just stepped back quickly enough, “Good morning Holly, I wasn’t expecting you
to be standing there!”
I muttered back and tried to smile. I had never been a morning person, so I
struggled to maintain it.
you sleep?” she asked as she bent down to talk to me at my level.
so glad I finally have my own bed back!” I told her with a smile, “Those hotel
mattresses have been terrible!”
imagine…” she said, “I can barely take a couple days in a hotel, let alone the
time you’ve been in them!”
she unexpectedly pulled up on the front of my nightgown and exposed the diaper
I was wearing. “What are you doing?” I asked with a yelp.
checking to see how you did through the night Holly,” she said as she let the
nightgown go back down. “All dry!”
course, I’m dry,” I grumbled, “I haven’t given you any signs of not being potty
trained, have I?”
than your size? No,” she smiled at me, “but I’m guessing you do need to use the
potty from how long you slept!” She led me to the bathroom next door to the
I went to
pull down my underwear but was reminded by the impossible tapes on the diaper
the second I tried one. “Can you please take this off?” I sighed.
course!” she said with a smile and easily undid the tape on each side so I
could sit down on the training potty. I began releasing urine as I watched her
ball the dry diaper up and placed it in the bathroom trash can.
did need to urgently go. It was an odd feeling of my new parts letting out
urine that lasted for quite a while. “Really needed to go, huh?” she asked as
she invaded my space and wiped my parts for me.
but nodded, “Yeah, I guess so.” I stood up and watched as she completed the
ritual of cleaning it out.
we get you dressed and then you can have some of the pancakes I just made!” she
smiled at me.
it be said I turned down food,” I genuinely smiled back. We walked back to my
adjacent room. I put on the offered Pull-Up and then looked at the clothes
options she showed me. Anything that wasn’t a dress looked like it had snaps
everywhere that would have to be undone when I needed to go to the restroom. As
much as I was most certainly not happy about my new status as a girl, I sighed
and pointed to a short-sleeved dress that was blue with white stripes. There
was a small butterfly on the chest, but otherwise was one of the least juvenile
options she showed me. I was able to just pull it on like a t-shirt since it
didn’t have a zipper.
the matching bloomers?” Ivy asked me.
“Please,” I told her and soon had them on in an attempt to hide the faux
underwear I was wearing.
breakfast then?” she asked.
about my hair?” I asked and for the first time realized it had been pulled back
into a braid. “I guess now that I have long hair something will have to be done
you with it after breakfast,” she told me with a smile. “You slept right
through me putting it in that braid last night.”
the implication that I could sleep through things happening to me and instead
looked at the high chair she sat me down in. There were shoulder straps that
she guided my arms into, “Do I really need these?” I asked her as I soon felt
like I was just as trapped as I did in the car seat.
sighed, “Look there are some rules we sort of went over last night, but one
thing you need to be aware of is that the adoption agency will send out people
to inspect your care. They told me that one of the things that sets off flags
is if littles are being allowed to just sit in furniture without the safety
features being used.”
would happen if they saw you weren’t?” I asked as she slid the white tray in
place over my lap.
probably get a warning to begin with, then they might demand I treat you
differently… or they might even remove you from my care.”
me home?” I asked, trying not to sound hopeful.
her head, “Usually it means to another family that’s contracted their services…
or I’ve heard it can be a placement at an etiquette school.”
while thinking about that conversation about them we had the night before as
she brought a bib over. She velcroed it around my neck without asking to do so.
“You know I’m not really a baby?” I told her as she was cutting up a huge
pancake in front of me a moment later. “I could cut up my own food…”
same reason I just mentioned that wouldn’t be a good idea,” she told me, “but
also… well hold this knife for a second,” she told me as she put the large
butter knife in my hands. As I held it, I couldn’t help but note that it was
like holding a large machete to my small frame size. It even felt pretty heavy
to me. “Not exactly an easy thing for you to use now?” She suggested kindly.
make little size silverware?” I asked as I handed the knife back.
up a plastic spork in response, “Mostly sporks or spoons in sizes you can use,”
she answered me as she placed the plate on my tray and handed me the spork.
“You want syrup?”
said with a smirk. “You can’t have pancakes without it, can you?”
her head, “I suppose not, plus from what I understand you littles have a bigger
thing about sweets than we do…”
and encouraged her to pour enough syrup on the plate and began to stab the
pieces with the spork as best I could. It was a terrible utensil to eat a
pancake with… and it was a good thing the bib was on because I definitely
slammed two pieces into my chest as they fell from it. I did my best to eat
neatly, but inevitably had syrup around my mouth and on my hands as Ivy asked,
was really good!”
later I was annoyed as she had a baby wipe in hand and pretty forcefully
cleaned at my face and hands. “I could just wash in the bathroom you know…” I
easier though,” she told me with a smile. “Make sure you drink at least some of
that juice there,” she told me motioning to the sippy cup that I had barely
but sipped from the babyish sippy cup while she moved about the kitchen
cleaning the dishes. I couldn’t identify the fruit in the juice, but it was
sweet and tasted sort of like apple juice. When she was done putting the plates
and everything in a dishwasher she came back and removed my bib. “Let’s get
your hair done?” she suggested as she pulled the tray off the chair.
this chair is probably as easy of a place for me to do your hair as any, I’m
going to go grab a brush and some other things. I’ll be right back.” I watched
her turn and leave, and then looked down at where the harness gathered the five
points into a buckle. I didn’t mess with it even though I was curious if I
could unbuckle it myself. As I looked down at my bare feet, I noticed the skin
on my feet and legs definitely looked smoother than they had before I came. The
skin itself looked like a young baby’s so much that I curiously pulled my foot
up to look at it more. I couldn’t help but be amazed by the flexibility I had
now. I could bring it all the way up to my head and noticed there were no
calluses or any of the little scars I had gotten one summer from cutting my
feet open on some shells on a beach vacation.
still looking at my foot as Ivy came in with a small box of things and a large
hair brush. “Your foot interesting?” She asked curiously.
that all my scars are gone,” I said pointing to clear skin, “when I was seven,
I cut my foot badly here with a shell at the beach and had two curved scars
here before I came.”
at me as she sat the box down beside me and turned the chair to run parallel to
the table, “One of the treatments I asked for was a skin renewal… I hope you
don’t mind?” She asked tentatively.
“The scar wasn’t something that defined me, so it’s fine.”
stepped behind me and fiddled with whatever tied the back of the braid to get
it loose. She was gentle as she took a wide comb and a brush slowly through my
hair. It actually felt nice as she did so and I closed my eyes for a moment
nearly purring. She stopped for a moment and I noticed that my hair was brushing
my shoulders, “If you asked for my face to look like a baby’s… why is my hair
around and blushed, “Well… I always dreamed of having a little girl whose hair
I could play with?”
they make baby dolls if that’s all you needed…” I groaned.
but do you really want to have hair that’s barely covering your head still?”
I shook my
head, “No… but aren’t I going to stand out as a little in spite of everything
else you had done?”
“No, I can
just say that you have faster than normal hair growth. It happens
occasionally!” she smiled at me. “Now, Pony or piggy’s today?”
at her blankly for a moment too long as I tried to interpret her odd question
before she said, “I guess I get to pick piggy’s then!” The look on her face was
one of indescribably joy… like a little girl whose biggest dream of a doll had
come true at Christmas time. My hair was soon being gathered and tied back
behind my head. Something else felt odd that she attached and I guessed I had
matching ribbons tied into my hair. She finally stepped back around and asked,
“Ready to see?”
shrugged, “Okay,” I told her as she unbuckled the harness and lifted me into
the air. A walk to the bathroom was made and I stared at the image in front of
me in disbelief.
do I look like a girl, but I probably look like I belong on the cover of some
magazine about pretty toddlers…’ I thought to myself. My hair wasn’t all that
fancy with the two loose pigtails at the top of my head popping up and hanging
down. The large bows that she had tied around the bases of the pigtails were
blue and white, with stripes, that matched the dress I wore. I couldn’t help
but note that the bows seemed to be perfectly tied and made me look like the
girliest little toddler on the planet.
look adorable?” she asked me.
“I’m not sure that I like it, but adorable definitely fits the image in front
frowned a little but said, “While we’re in here why don’t you go potty really
as she sat me down and I pulled my underwear down and did my business. Cleaned
up with her unwanted help I stood up when she was done. “I guess I never showed
you the house before?” She said.
I shook my
head, “No, it wasn’t on the list yesterday I guess.”
pick you up and give you the tour?” She asked.
but held up my arms to her. It was quickly becoming apparent that she really
did just want a little to be her living baby doll - the same as every other
crazy person here. I wasn’t sure what was restraining her from just treating me
like those other littles yesterday, but I wasn’t going to rock the boat and
make my situation instantly suck more! She held me underneath my padded butt on
her hip a second later, and walked down to the door next to my room. “This is my
office,” she said with a smile revealing a room with a huge desk, computer
screen as large as I was, and shelves of books.
them looked like medical books and I really wanted to read all of them. “You
have an impressive collection,” I said in awe.
of my foibles has always been that I like a real book in my hand… and I read
way too much. I have just been collecting non stop since before college,” she
said with a bit of a blush.
laughed, “I don’t see why that would be a problem, but please be careful with
them.” I looked at the titles as she stood near them for a second before she
walked back out to the hallway. She walked to the next door and showed me
inside, “Just a guest bedroom in here in case I have guests… it never happens
really since my parents live so close, but occasionally I’ll have a college
friend visit or something.”
in at a nicely decorated, but otherwise pretty spartan bedroom with a bed as
gigantic as her own taking up the middle of the room. She closed the door and
pointed, “You already know that’s the garage there.”
quietly, “You have a big house for one person.”
squeezed me then, “I HAD a big house for one person, now I have a big house for
smile at that as I looked up at her. She walked back to the living room and
dining area. I noticed for the first time the massive piano that was probably a
baby grand to her. “I like your piano,” I told her. “I enjoyed your playing on
the first video you sent me.”
at me, “Well I’ll have to play some more for you sometime! I don’t see any way
you would be able to play on it with your size or I would teach you,” she told
shrugged, “It’s okay,” and watched as she turned towards her bedroom. There was
a door to the left of her room, “What’s that one?” I asked.
storage closet,” she said a little oddly. Seeing as how she didn’t open it for
me I didn’t necessarily believe her, but I kept it to myself as she finished
showing me her huge bathroom.
the outside like?” I asked curious.
see,” she said and carried me through the front door. Her yard was nice with
neat flower beds lining the walkways of the house, and a couple large trees
towards the front of the expansive yard. I found myself losing track of the
height as I stared upwards at the immense trees.
big by your standards?” I asked her.
comfortable, most people would be quite happy to live in a house this size,”
she said, “including me. You want to see the backyard or do you want to get our
shopping trip out of the way first?”
really care about her backyard so I said, “get shopping out of the way I
use your potty really quickly and then we’ll go.”
going to use it too?” I joked to her.
a bit stunned at the joke, “well… umm... I am cleaning it after you use it?”
and let her carry me to the bathroom. She sat me down and I went just a little
bit before saying, “That’s all I have.”
fine,” she said as she wiped me and stood me up. “Go meet me by the garage
door, I’ll be there in a sec,” she told me.
up at her as she walked away and just decided to follow her direction to wait
know what game she’s playing,’ I couldn’t help but think to myself. ‘It’s
almost worse that she’s trying to pretend to treat me nicely... I feel like I’m
going to be forever waiting for the other shoe to drop right now! She’s already
changed my gender, I would be considered a child's height even back home right
now. I already know there’s no way I’ll be practicing surgery here…’
‘I like her though… There's something about her that I really do feel
comfortable with, and it's not like I had a job to be practicing surgery back
home right now either…’
GATHERED A spare
outfit, a couple more pull-ups, and a spare diaper for Holly’s diaper bag. She
also made sure she threw in her sippy cup with the juice that she had for
safety while they were out. ‘Can’t be too careful in some places…’
Holly to regress… but I don’t want a mindless drooling little…’
sure again she had her list of things they needed and found Holly waiting where
she’d told her to. “Upsy daisy,” she said as she picked her up and then opened
the garage door.
seat she initially bought was a really nice one, but she hadn’t planned on a
little small enough to need a rear-facing infant seat. So instead of the nice
toddler car seat she’d bought, the day before she had to settle with what PR
had on hand. ‘We should get another nice one today,’ she thought as she lay her
back down and quickly did the harness buckles around her to lock her into the
safety of her seat.
good?” She asked Holly.
said with a squirm, “I guess… this is really embarrassing.”
was such a beautiful red as she said that and it matched her hair nicely. She
laughed, “I know, but you’ll get used to it – and everyone else is only going
to think about how adorable you are! We don’t have to go far,” she said as she
closed the door and walked to the driver’s side to get in. Soon they were off
towards town and she debated on where to go first. ‘Probably should wait to go
to Fionas until after she’s in diapers full time…’ she mused. ‘I guess we’ll
just go to LS, we can get everything we need there.’
up at the backseat through the rearview mirror at the stoplight she was at and
instantly added something to list, ‘Need to switch out that mirror for a video
screen to look at her in the back… probably would be good for her to be able to
see me too… I know Mace has something for her little like that!’
SAT BORED while Ivy
navigated through the city streets, and I contemplated just what my future was
going to be here in this world. There was literally nothing for me to do as she
drove, and I realized for that again my feet had still not been covered in
shoes or socks.
Mommy?” I almost gagged on calling her that.
Holly,” I heard her respond.
have any shoes or socks on again…”
you can blend in better Holly,” she told me. “For your safety I’m not going to
be putting you down to walk in the stores we’ll be in today,” she added.
ever be able to wear shoes?” I asked, a little annoyed.
only picked up that one set of dress shoes you wore yesterday. They’re pretty,
but I don’t think you’d want to walk around in them. We’ll look for some better
a light dinged on in my head. “Oh… why didn’t you have any clothing for me? You
had done everything else for me already in my room though?” I decided to see if
I could get some more intel from her right then.
you were changing me into a girl after all,” I pushed with as neutral of a
voice as I could use. ‘Pissing her off is not wise,’ I reminded myself.
her sigh, “You’re right, I did have a whole set of clothes for you, but
unfortunately even though I had a range of clothes for you I missed by six
months even on the smallest of sizes I guessed on.”
took everything back for us yesterday to most of the stores, but today I
figured we’d start trying to fill in those gaps some more.”
at?” I asked as I felt the car come to a stop and heard her turn off the
Little Superstore first,” she told me. “Give me a second and I’ll be around to
get you out,” she told me.
wait long and I was on her hip as she carried me into a store that seemed to
span an endless block like an IKEA store back home. I felt her feel my Pull-Up
right then, “You’re dry, do you need to go potty before we go shopping?”
just went?” I said.
big store,” she told me.
about the limited three strikes that I had I decided to play it safe, “I don’t
think I need to go, but I’ll try?”
girl,” she said, giving me a small hug. I sat patiently on her hip as she
walked straight into a women’s restroom. It was unlike any I’d ever seen before
as I looked around though and saw a huge row of twelve changing stations
immediately as we walked in. ‘Free Diaper Samples’ with bright advertisements
were given in cabinets next to the stations. I looked and saw a half dozen
adults in various states of being changed into new diapers.
was screaming his head off, “I’m not a goddamn baby, or a girl!!!
Let me go you fucking bitch!!!!” at the lady that was manhandling the screaming
should spank the daylights out of his and be done with it,” one mother snarked
nearby while holding her little girls’ ears closed against his tirade.
least stuff a lockable pacifier in his mouth?” Another added.
responded, “I don’t believe in spankings, but believe me he’ll be punished as
soon as we get this dress on him. I’m going to take him to the clinic and we’ll
get rid of those teeth and immobilize his tongue there.”
At that I
saw the man stopped struggling, “Please no…”
we’re going to remove that ugly thing…” I heard the man sob then.
carried me at that point though further in and I looked agape at four tiny
toilets sitting out in front of me along the wall.
no stalls or barriers around them, but they were mini toilets complete with
handles to flush. “Let’s try just to be safe,” she told me. She shocked me as
she just pulled my underwear down and sat me on the small potty. I could feel
eyes from several moms standing around looking at me. I blushed but pushed out
a surprising amount of urine right then into the waiting bowl. As I sat there,
I couldn’t help but notice that the seat was still a little high for me and my
feet still didn’t reach the ground. It wasn’t nearly as tall as an adult toilet
girl!” Ivy practically sang to me as she wiped me and pulled my pants back up.
that adorable,” one lady said to her little. “How old is she?” she asked Ivy.
she responded as she brought me to the sink to wash my hands.
looked at her adult little she’d just sat on the changing table, “Twenty-months
and already a bigger girl than you, huh? You couldn’t even make it an hour
without pooping those panties you claimed you normally wore!”
woman just sobbed right then and I put my head into Ivy’s chest to hide from
it. “You are training a little early with her though, aren’t you?” the woman
asked as Ivy turned on the water and she pulled a skirt out of her way.
but she’s been telling me when she needs to go and been dry at night a couple
times. We’re going to try the Pull-Ups for a couple weeks. If she gets it
great! If not, we’ll go back to diapees again for awhile.”
going to be back in diapees with this little girl for a looong while,” the lady
cooed at the woman as she exposed a poop covered rear end by cutting away a
pair of panties she was wearing with some scissors.
good day,” Ivy said and carried me out of there.
at the entrance way, and when no one was around, I whispered, “She thought I…?”
thought you were a regular baby, not a little. As far as anyone is concerned
today, we’re just shopping for my adopted niece.” I was placed into a cart with
a simple belt around me. I noted that there were many carts with far more
elaborate restraints that she could have chosen. She found an elevator and
pushed me inside with the cart and we rode to a second story.
exited I saw to my left was a massive map of the store that seemed to take a
long journey through an elaborate route like an IKEA store. ‘Different though…
since it’s instead a journey through a massive over the top giant baby land…’
She pushed the cart forward to the first area which demonstrated different
styles of nurseries, playrooms, and even large-scale outdoor play equipment.
Everything an Amazon would need to design their perfect fantasy nursery was
present in dozens of little model showrooms. I saw as we passed that there were
options to buy full rooms, or just scan the individual items with a phone as we
traveled. I could tell that one room in particular caught Ivy’s eyes.
were painted in a pale green color with pink and purple butterfly decor used
around the room. A crib, that seemed massive to me, dominated one corner of the
room along with a changing table loaded with diapers. I could see from the way
that Ivy lingered that this would likely be the decor for any nursery she put
together. ‘Assuming she hasn’t already bought it all,’ I admitted to myself. As
we continued, I watched a woman sit down in the rocking chair in one room, and
pull her breast out to nurse her little who was crying. Her high pitched cry
sounded just like a newborn babies, even though the woman looked closer to
thirty. ‘That didn’t sound like acting…’ I thought to myself and wondered again
about the procedures the article mentioned had nearly happened to their source.
further into the maze, and I found the next section featured displays of
robotic caregivers being used to give demonstrations. ‘Parents’ were using
their real littles with them to test the machines in front of other potential
customers. One such little’s eyes were opened wide in terror as we passed, and
I heard an almost realistic woman's voice say, “constipation detected,
and watched some weird mechanical octopus arm come forth and dart towards the
little man who screamed ‘no!!!’ even as it slid underneath his diaper. What
made it worse was the woman saying to her husband, “Look, you won’t have to do
anything when I’m gone for next month now, it’ll take care of his every need…”
myself wanting to get away from there as quickly as we could! The section
continued with mechanical cribs, crazy swings, and even more of the full-size
robotic nannies were on display. I was so glad when Ivy pushed past that
section of insanity a few moments later without even stopping to glance at any
of the items. She seemed to sense my distress because she patted my head and
said, “I know those things are scary huh? Don’t worry we won’t be buying any of
that stuff for your niece.”
hoped it would be better in the next section, I soon learned I was most
LOOKED AT Holly in
the cart and wished she knew she could get her to take a pacifier or something
right then. She was so nervous, and obviously terrified, by the robots in the
previous section of the store.
I blame her…’ she shuddered.
in medical school three rivals of hers had played a nasty prank on her. They
had lured her to the mechanical nursery part of the pediatric ward saying one
of their professors needed to show her something unusual. Somehow, they had
programmed one of the nannies to think that she was a little under her charge.
They’d laughed and watched the video from a distance as she had endured two
hours of the torture the nanny had inflicted. Out of all of the things she
walked by just now, the worst was probably the enema she’d seen the one poor
little getting. Her own gait shifted uncomfortably right then at the memory of
one being stuck inside of her during that time.
for her a professor had caught onto what was going on and released her from the
nursery. She’d had to wear diapers for nearly three months afterwards though,
due to the treatments the nanny had given her to weaken her bladder and bowels!
hadn’t been so lucky though. The three of them had gone before the ethics board
and were stripped of their spots at the school. Immediately they were ordered
‘shrunk’ and to attend ‘remedial’ schooling down the road at an etiquette
school. Last she knew all of them had adopted parents that took them to a
mechanical nursery every day for daycare!
she’d ever gloat about it…
The next section of the
store was one she wished didn’t have to be right after the mechanical section.
It didn’t help that it was a larger section of the store than it had any right
I could not to shake in terror at the sights around me. The store that had
begun with displaying mockups of the most beautiful and loving nurseries that
could be dreamed up. Now it had quickly moved to someone’s nightmarish
displays proudly featured different types of ‘restraints’ as we walked under an
arch that separated this part of the store from the mechanical section.
Everything from handcuffs, straight jackets, leashes, and even dog collars. The
color of lighting was adjusted now with lots of red spotlights tinting all of
the shelves and products red. I saw one woman was trying those terrible things
on a shaking woman there as Ivy pushed through. The little cried as she kept
trying different sized collars on her! My stomach lurched then at the thought
of something like that around my neck. Another row featured paddles, canes,
super-sized spoons, ‘weighted’ hair brushes, old fashioned stick ‘switches,’
and to my horror, even whips and cattails were proudly displayed as demo units.
Gags and other ways to truss someone up, hang them up, and… it took everything
for me not to throw up.
credit Ivy moved faster through that section than any other so far!
finished there was a massive color change to white for the décor and lighting,
and everything became about nursing mothers. From a large section of maternity
bras, to pumps, to pillows, there was nothing but breastfeeding products for
the next large section of the store. Thankfully Ivy skipped that area as well
and pushed past a section of baby bottles, pacifiers, and other feeding
accessories. There was a whole selection of high chairs lined up in multiple
aisles across the aisle from them. I recognized the one at her house, seeing
the advertising that it came with two covers and colors of their choice. I
noted it could have been purple or pink instead as she passed by.
stopped on a nearby aisle with colorful plastic plates, bowls, and cutlery.
“See, no knives,” she whispered to me, “but let me get a few forks?” she
suggested when she saw some silicone forks in a package with cute characters on
as that would help at least a little with not making as much of a mess! One
aisle over she grabbed a few more sippy cups like I had been already been
using. I noticed she took a long stare at the baby bottles and pacifiers on the
rows too, but she continued past them to where there was a small selection of
electronic baby toothbrushes. She grabbed one of the main units, two different
sizes of head attachments, along with two types of toothpaste. She threw all of
that into the cart before walking on.
greeted with walls of diapers on both sides of me. The store the day before had
a large selection, but it had nothing on this place! Ivy didn’t stop long
enough for me to really look, but it seemed like there was an endless selection
for ‘parents’ to decide on. The first shelves had ‘crawler diapers’ that I
would have thought at first just meant they were designed to move and protect
crawling babies from leaking.
A look at
some large digital signage set me straight though. ‘Little Superstore has the BEST
crawler diapers to ensure that your Little one will be crawling safely just as
a good baby should.’ A video of an adult woman in a short t-shirt and one of
their diapers was shown crawling on the floor after several attempts to stand
and walk on her legs. The diaper looked gigantic and forced her legs into a
wide stance, and apparently blocked her from gaining her balance when she
attempted to stand. Her toothless drooling face was all smiles though as her
‘mommy’ watched her continue to crawl to her instead. The mom picked her up and
was all smiles as she hugged the poor woman. Clearly it was guaranteed to sell
Ivy continued past those without a glance as my stomach engaged in flip flops
over the idea. Of course, it was just getting warmed up as I then saw diapers
that ‘rewarded’ littles for wetting or pooping with extra features. There were
others that promised to zap a little if they went without the parent giving
them permission by turning the function off… Past all of that though was a
smaller wall of genuine baby diapers that even looked identical to our
dimensions. She grabbed one box that looked identical to Pampers back home, and
placed them in the cart. At my glare she said, “While we’re here I figured we
should get you some more nighttime diapers, huh?”
the top of my head and tickled my belly before whispering, “Relax, you’re
section of the store was a collection of strollers, playpens, and other baby
gear, followed by a large area of cribs and bedding.
At the car
seat aisle, she stopped. I was confused that she looked to be buying a new car
seat. ‘What’s wrong with the one I have already?’ I wondered.
The more I
looked at what she was looking at, I figured the one in the car must have been
meant for a bigger baby than she felt I was. These seats had the handles to
carry an infant in them if you wanted to leave them in the seat when you went
somewhere. I kept my mouth shut as she browsed and eventually put the large box
of a purple one inside the cart. I couldn’t read a lot of the writing on the
box from my seat, but ‘Infants up to 55 pounds or 24 months’ was clearly
have long to really dwell on my being able to be defined as an infant though as
she stopped on the other side of the aisle. This side featured a whole section
of car accessories for babies. I saw carrier handle bead toy attachments, sun
shades, and some mirrors for mothers to see their rear facing babies. She
searched for a moment before finding the one item she seemed to obviously be
looking for. It was a set of video screens; one was placed on the seat above
the baby's car seat and the other mounted on the car dashboard for the driver.
It let both the baby and mother see each other like a FaceTime video. They were
pitched as also able to play movies and cartoons for the baby too. Ivy didn’t
look at it long before tossing it into the cart with everything else she’d
grabbed so far.
up the stroller and playpen aisles, and kept moving until we finally came to
the part of the store that she had actually claimed we were there for -
confusion she didn’t stop in the first girl’s section labeled ‘Little Girl’, or
unsurprisingly the boy’s section that followed, instead she kept moving until
we came to a second girls section labeled ‘Infant Girl.’ I looked around the
section and wondered what the difference was here. She pushed me along for a
moment before coming to a rack of dresses, “These are so cute!” She cooed.
several up to me, but mostly just piled the outfits she chose into the cart.
She cooed at me and spoke to me like a toddler during the trip, but to my
relief I was never taken in a room to try any of the dozens of outfits she
picked out. ‘Maybe by not having me try them on she’s reinforcing I’m not a
little to the others?’ I wondered. Several store clerks checked on her every
now and then, but she declined their help each time.
clothing she picked out was made up predominantly of dresses, and the rest
seemed to accommodate easy diaper access. I blushed at the idea of being
dressed in several of the onesies and rompers that she had tossed into the
cart. Footed sleepers and several sets of pajamas, joined the casual shorts and
t-shirts that seemed more appropriate given the warm temperatures outside. A
couple of frilly one-piece swimsuits were tossed in for good measure before she
started to leave. There was a shoe section that she had me try on a few pairs
as she bought sneakers, sandals, dress shoes, and slippers that she liked without
ever once asking my frustrated opinion.
she was moving to leave the clothing areas, I saw packs of panties on a wall
just down from the shoes. ‘Maybe…’ I tugged at her shirt as I thought quickly.
big girl!” I said quietly to her and nodded to the wall.
said, “let’s take a look.”
to behave in a way throughout the trip that Ivy couldn’t help but admire. She
didn’t cry, scream, or react to all of the crazy things around her. This store
truly claimed to be a one-stop shop for new parents, but that unfortunately
meant for the kind of parents she despised too. When Holly grabbed at her shirt
and pointed out the panties, she had wanted to ignore the clothing that she
didn’t want to buy, but she wanted Holly to come to believe she needed the
diapers and the babying. She wanted her to willingly accept it. Not believe
that she was going to be forced into it without reason...
was the case then she really had demonstrated she could probably handle real
panties at least while they were home. The problem was that real panties would
make her accidents a much bigger deal when they began to happen… She’d already
forced a box of diapers into the cart though, ‘why not give her some hope?’ she
through the small selection of panties and was surprised to see they went all
the way down to twelve months at this store as regular panties. The character
covered panties she picked in her size made her say “Aww… how cute!”
some cartoon princess characters on the front and back they had lace around the
leg and waist bands and a little bow in the middle of the front. To her
surprise they weren’t even padded! She grabbed a pack of twelve that they came
in and put them in the basket. “We’ll see if Holly can be a big enough girl to
wear these cute panties,” she told Holly with a smile.
Holly said with a smile.
she’s a good actor…’ she couldn’t help but note.
like Holly!” she tickled her belly just to make a little giggle happen. Holly’s
face lit up as she tried to run from her but had nowhere to go.
to the elevators and rode down with the full cart of clothes and diapers to the
first floor. This store made a large part of their money on the showrooms you
began with, and this was where you picked up any big furniture or gear
packages. She was fully ready on that front though in the nursery when she got
to use it, so she just pushed to the checkouts.
find all you needed to ma’am?” an employee asked as she piled her purchases on
the short belt.
did,” she said, “thank you!”
daughter is adorable! How old is she?”
or is she a little that age?”
real,” Ivy told her with a smile.
with all of the clothes? Baby clothes are cheaper?”
other than the diapers and the panties that are in that stack, the rest is all
for my sister who just adopted!” she said with a smile.
someone sure is getting a great shower!”
better appreciate it too!” Ivy told her with a smile.
checker began ringing up her purchases and Ivy was actually shocked by how
little she’d spent on this trip. Her previous trips there had been a lot more
expensive! Out at the car she opened the new car seat box and unbuckled the one
that was installed already. She put that one in the trunk while Holly watched
dutifully from her seat in the cart. It was a major pain to install the base of
the new car seat and latch everything in, but she was able to secure it after a
bit of whispered swearing. Once everything was loaded into the car except her
little girl, she looked at Holly and asked, “Need to use the potty before we go
as I can go when we get there, I’m fine.”
she said with a smile as she buckled her into the new car seat. Her dress was
in the way a bit so Ivy pulled it free of the buckle which exposed her
bloomers. Ivy couldn’t help but check by pulling the bloomers down a bit to see
all of the wetness indicators still showed dry on the Pull-Up.
girl!” she said and closed her door before continuing around to the driver’s
I won’t be giving her too many more of those compliments…’ she mused.
as Ivy checked my Pull-Up, but was glad it was dry. Even while we were leaving
the store, I’d seen some horrific things being done to some littles. I
shuddered every time I saw one of the ones that gave me a toothless grin with
slobber going down their chests. ‘It’s probably one in ten that have that done…’
I thought in shock about it.
closed the door I asked, “What was the point?”
you mean Holly?”
me clothes from a littles store if you’re going to say I’m a real baby to
everyone while we’re out?”
sighed, “Baby clothes are meant for less wear than little clothes…”
don’t usually wear out their clothing before they outgrow it. They might only
wear an outfit or a dress six or seven times before they can’t squeeze in
anymore. Littles don’t grow, so the clothing is better made most of the time,
since it needs to last longer.”
replied. ‘That actually makes a weird amount of sense…’ I admitted to myself. I
looked down at my bare legs and couldn’t help but play with the skirt of the
dress at that moment since it had ridden up easily within my grasp.
normally do fast food Holly,” she said from the front seat, “but I figure this
place will work? Would you rather have chicken nuggets or a hamburger when I
for only a second and said, “Chicken please.”
Just as I
answered, she pulled to a stop and turned the car off. A moment later she came
around to carry me inside.
reminded to her. I was beginning to feel the urge and didn’t want to have any
problems avoiding those strikes.
she agreed as she grabbed the diaper bag that was also acting as her purse and
carried me inside. I only got a quick glance as she carried me to the women’s
room, but I could see this place was like McDonalds back home with a massive
opened the door, I reminisced a bit in my head about when I had been small
enough to play in them…
quickly opened a stall and helped me with the diaper cover and Pull-Up. “Good
girl! All dry still!” she said as she carefully balanced me on the toilet. She
never took her hands off of me as I forced myself to pee with the still new
parts and was rewarded with an uneven stream of urine going into the bowl.
Feeling a bit of a need to poop I grunted while turning red from embarrassment
and was rewarded with a small log that left as well.
good girl!” Ivy cooed to me. She reached for tissue with one hand leaving me
and then wiped me carefully before setting me on the ground. I grimaced about
my still bare feet and the bathroom floor. She didn’t seem to think anything of
it though as she said, “Let’s get your panties all back up now too!”
walked out of the stall after she picked me up there was a mother and her giant
little girl waiting for the stall.
you that was a big girl?” The woman cooed at me. “Isn’t she a bit young to
train?” she asked Ivy.
wouldn’t if she wasn’t showing she was ready… She’s been showing the signs so I
decided to try.”
is this princess?”
months,” Ivy said with a sense of pride.
Maybe that’s where we went wrong,” the woman said looking at her daughter.
“Evie here is five and still doesn’t make it to the potty on time most of the
time. It’s about to the point of just admitting she’s going to be in diapers
like the littles in her class for the rest of the year.”
Mommy!” The girl I noticed was crying. “Not baby!”
we need to be making it to the potty! This little baby is a bigger girl than
you!” her mom said, “Let’s try the potty and then we’ll change your Pull-Up
like a baby since you wouldn’t stop playing to use the potty,” she told her as
she pushed her into the stall and closed the door.
the sink to wash her hand and mine. As we were walking out the door, “Seriously
you poopied too?!?”
with relief that it wasn’t me blowing my strikes as Ivy carried me to the
what can I get for you?” the giant teenager behind the cash register asked Ivy.
“I’ll do a
chicken salad with ranch, and a large drink to go with that.”
good, and for the cutie?”
“If we can
just do your small kids nugget meal with the toddler toy option?”
juice for her.”
be $11.38” the girl said as Ivy sat me down on the counter sitting on my butt
so she could dig inside the bag for her wallet. I looked up at the board and
realized that instead of just being kid meals and adult meals, there was also a
separate ‘Littles Meals’ listed. It looked like the same thing as the kid’s
meals for the first few options before disappearing into insanity with four
pureed baby food versions of those meals next. Even as Ivy used a card to pay
for our meals, I watched a tray with a plastic tub of ‘Littles Pureed Nuggets
and Fries’ get picked up by a lady.
wanted to vomit thinking about it as Ivy picked me up and walked over to some
high chairs and grabbed one to bring where we could look at the play equipment
area. She pulled the high chair in place and placed me down before using the
simple seatbelt to prevent me from getting out.
hell did I do this?’ I asked myself as she sat down and dug through the bag to
hand me my sippy cup.
your cuppie,” she told me with a smile as she sat down.
around at the play area and had to admit it looked like a place I would have
loved as a kid. Of course, meant for giant kids I could see the sign of
requirements with a tall mascot holding a large ruler, ‘Kids 3-9 must be under
7’ Tall to play on the playground.’
242” I heard from the counter and Ivy left me for just a second to go grab our
I got a
look at one adult little male moving around on the playground while I waited. I
could tell he was an actual adult by his huge biceps, even though his clothes
and haircut looked more appropriate for a toddler. You could just see the
frilly edges of the diaper he wore sticking up over the top of his pants as his
shirt rode up. He seemed to be working on timidly climbing up a clear section
of tube while a nearby ‘mother’ watched him. A moment later my focus quickly
turned back to Ivy who had arrived with my food.
your bib on,” she said as she unfolded one from the diaper bag and velcroed it
behind my head.
open up your sauce for you,” she said, and then presented me with a sweet and
sour sauce dipping container, and nuggets, that were huge!
only four of them in the box, but they looked like they were each the size of
my palm! She placed some apple slices that were even bigger in the top of the
little box and said, “I’ll give you your toy after you eat.”
shrugged, “Thanks Mommy,” and began attacking the first nugget. I dipped the
tip of it in the large sauce container and bit a chunk off the end of it before
carefully chewing and swallowing. It took me a while to finish the first nugget
and my hands were already getting greasy and sticky, not to mention my stomach
I made it
through two nuggets before attacking a gigantic apple slice and some of the
juice. Ivy ate her salad while watching me, and I blushed as I realized she had
literally been just staring at me eating the whole time. Another Amazon mother
came in with two girls, “Go play for a bit while I get your food ordered.”
She saw me
look at her and smiled, “Hi precious!” she said with a coo as she walked up to
another apple slice figuring I was about done eating when I heard a shout from
the play area. “Baby come here! You’re stinky and need a new diapee!” the
biggest girl, who looked about seven from her face to me, but still stood over
six feet in height. I watched as she dragged the shorter little out with her
through a slide. “Where’s your mommy?” she asked the man who was red faced and
scrambling to escape from the girl.
right here,” the lady watching out for him said. “Did he make a boom boom in
stinky,” the little girl told her in affirmation.
thank you for your help, we’ll go change this stinky boy.” The woman stepped
away holding the boy's hand and walking him to the bathroom.
girls made eyes at me and I just hoped they’d leave me alone. Luckily enough
the girl's food just arrived, “Come on girls let’s eat your food and then you
can play more.”
back at the apple slice in my hand and finished it before looking at the
chicken nuggets and saying, “Done Mommy.”
at me, “Look at you my good little eater!” She pulled the travel wipes out of
the diaper bag and proceeded to wipe my sticky face and hands with it before
pulling the bib off. “You need to potty before we go home? Maybe you’ll get a
nap on the ride home?”
my head to the potty while thinking, ‘I don’t need a nap.’ I did have to admit
I was getting tired though. She carried me to the bathroom after throwing away
my leftover food and repeated the potty process without any more incidents.
Once we both had clean hands, she carried me out to the car and buckled me into
the car seat.
get enough to eat? You didn’t eat that much…”
up at her, “That was a ton of food for someone my size! Those chicken nuggets
were practically half of a chicken breast in relation to me in my old
her head a little thinking before nodding, “I never really thought about it
before. I guess you’re right.”
the door and jumped into the driver's seat, closing her door. “Umm… What time
the afternoon, or 1700 Hours,” she told me.
hours are in a day here?” I asked, “I remember the days are supposed to be
longer, but don’t remember the actual length?”
hours in our days sweetie, it’s part of why most of your kind need naps and
longer sleep time here.”
bodies evolved with the days here and can go twenty-six hours without sleep
pretty easily. That’s longer than a full day for you back home, right?”
even though she couldn’t see me, “Yeah it is… So… I guess we just passed our
equivalent of noon back home,” I noted to myself.
lunch time,” she said back to me.
was curious,” I said, feeling a bit sleepier. “Another question… Why did the
menu have kids’ menus and little menus separately? I noticed that you ordered
for me off the kids’ menu?”
littles menu has items that have been… ‘enhanced’ for littles. They can be a
bit addicting and I’d rather not have you eat them if we can avoid it.”
that made sense. “How have they been enhanced?” I asked, yawning.
nutrients and they’re sweeter,” she told me while turning on the radio to
something with classical sounding music.
what finally did me in as I closed my eyes and forgot any other questions I
COULD HEAR the soft
snores coming from the back and knew that the music had been enough to lull
Holly to sleep. She was too bright for her own good and she worried if she
started thinking about her food as being unsafe for her that it might
complicate her next steps.
‘I wish I
had gotten that video screen set installed so I could see her sleep, but
that’ll be something to do at home,’ she thought.
the drive home she couldn’t help but dream of having Holly in that beautiful nursery
that she’d put together for her! She’d based it on all of the best things that
store had to offer. Well, except the robots. Once she’d seen Holly’s initial
reaction, she knew that she’d been right to not mess with them. Holly would be
best off in daycare with humans at the hospital, she didn’t need to be taken
care of by a robot!
navigated through the city streets until she came to her suburb and backed her
car into the garage with the auto parking feature. She opened Holly’s door and
just wanted to scoop her up and start fully babying her right there… but knew
it wasn’t time yet. Holly hadn’t had a true freak-out on her yet - and it was
really kind of disconcerting.
yesterday when I diapered her…’ she noted as she picked up the sleeping little
and carried her inside. Deciding her bed would be the best place for her to
finish napping since she didn’t stir, she deposited her on it and pulled up the
sheets over her little girl noting that the bed really was too big for her
since she shrank. ‘Well, the crib is not that much smaller,’ she had to admit
looking at her bed before heading out to the car.
lots of clothes to launder, diapers to put away, and that video monitor system
to get setup. She smiled knowing that the moments her little girl napped, would
be the best times to do the motherly chores that would only grow as her new
baby settled in.
NEXT THING I knew I
realized I was somehow in my bed and needed to pee really badly! I slid out
from the bed and hurried to the bathroom where I found my potty sitting. I had
just pulled down the training panties and sat down when I started peeing nearly
out of control.
close…’ I said to myself, ‘Good thing I went before we left the restaurant, I
wonder how long I was out?’
I had just
stood up when Ivy walked in, “Did you make it alright?”
I needed to go really bad when I woke up. How long was I asleep for?”
long, it’s still a couple hours until dinner time.”
carried me in from the car?” I blushed nervously.
a light!” She told me as she closely watched me pull the Pull-Up back onto my
waist. I knew she was looking for the symbols that were thankfully still on
them. “Why don’t you put on one of your new outfits?” she suggested to me.
said thinking, “then can we maybe see if my laptop still works in this
dimension? Umm… dumb question… do you even have Wi-Fi?”
even made sure to buy a wireless router that should work with your computer,”
she told me with a smile.
I said and followed her to my room. She had managed to launder and hang up all
of my new clothes in there without me waking up. ‘How did I not wake up?’ I
this outfit?” she suggested to me holding up a red shirt, and what looked like
a blue skirt with a multicolor confetti pattern on it.
shrugged, “sure, to be honest I have no clue about girls’ outfits… so I guess
feel free to pick.”
I swore at
that moment I was talking to one of those little girls in the restaurant
playground for a moment as her eyes lit up with delight. “Here then,” she told
me. “Oh, and let’s grab…” she said before pulling out, “one of your new
know whether to smile or not on that one, but at least the panties were real
underwear. I stayed silently pissed off about the fact she’d changed my gender
making panties my new underwear of ‘choice.’ Deciding to keep the peace with
the giant who would be able to do anything she wanted to me - and get away with
it - I pulled down the diaper cover and Pull-Up. Standing there naked I grabbed
the panties from her and pulled them up.
It felt so
good to pull on something thinner than the fake underwear! The panty fit
snuggly, and as odd as it was versus normal male underwear, I was just happy to
be in something other than a glorified diaper! I remembered the dress I had on
just pulled over my head, so I pulled it off like a shirt and took the new top
from Ivy. The shirt was immediately weird to me as I pulled it on, readily
apparent that it definitely was not a simple boy's shirt. The sleeves weren’t
really ‘sleeves,’ instead they were just little pieces of ruffled fabric
extending just past my shoulder blades. The shirt had a band of elastic that
tightened it just slightly right below my non-existent breast line before
flaring it outwards a little.
handed me the skirt, I discovered it wasn’t a regular open skirt like I
expected. “What is this?” I asked as I looked at it. There was a pair of
built-in panties inside the garment.
scooter,” she told me as I pulled it up, “it’s got the extra shorts in there to
keep little girls modest.”
said, “probably not a bad thing for me either,” I smiled.
laughed, “probably not, you’ve flashed your bloomers at me a lot today!” She
handed me a pair of white lacy socks that I pulled on. The lace was hung down
over the white sock and I couldn’t help but think this was about as girly as I
could be dressed. After I stood up, she looked at me, “You look so adorable! Do
you mind if I take a picture with my phone?”
shrugged, “I guess not.”
cheese!” she said as I stood with my hands at my side and smiled at her the
best I could. She took a few and then sat down bringing me into her lap,
“Selfie time!” She took a few selfies of us before showing me the photos,
“You’re not smiling!”
she began tickling me without warning until I was forced to have a grin. Still
out of breath she took several more selfies with my forced laughter on my face.
mean!” I told her, out of breath. She squeezed me in a hug lightly though while
I continued to stare at myself. “I don’t look like myself at all.”
do in your face still,” she told me. She sighed, “You look like you’re a blend
of the old you and me to make you look like my daughter,” she told me.
looked at myself, I admitted that was the truth, “So I’m my own father?” I
laughed nervously and changed the subject, “Where’s your computer? We’ll get it
connected with the Wi-Fi. I also put in an adapter surge protector over there,”
she told me, pointing to my desk from the other dimension that she had set up
in a corner of the giant room.
to my backpack and pulled out my laptop and power cord before walking to my
desk and chair. Both seemed bigger to me now. While they had shrunk some when
they came through the dimension, they definitely hadn’t shrunk as much as I
had. I seemed like a kid even compared to them, but at least it was better than
feeling like an infant compared to the Amazonian furniture!
my cord into the power strip she pointed out, finding myself grateful that
there was something that would fit the plug. “Do objects shrink at a defined
rate coming through?” I asked her wondering how the strip would be the right
size for my cord.
objects have some constant shrinking rates. Electronics shrink ten percent, so
it’s enabled power strips to be used for things like this without custom builds
every time,” she told me.
about me? What’s the normal rate of a person?”
no normal for some reason with living organic objects. The average is probably
around twenty percent from what I understand, but occasionally someone can grow
instead. That is a huge range all the way to I know of one case where they
shrank fifty percent.” She looked like she was thinking something before
saying, “You shrank twenty-five percent.”
why that happens?”
think it’s something to do with how living organic matter, versus inorganic or
dead matter, interacts with the quantum energy field. It’s an active research
topic that will probably make someone very rich someday!”
computer screen lit up and I logged into an account with the password I had
setup for specific uses like this. I opened my Wi-Fi connection and found just
one wireless popping up, NanoH was the name. “This one it?”
said and typed in the password.
enter and knew I would have to go back to my keylogging software to snag it.
I’d have to put the router in on my actual account since this one was under a
special sandboxed account. She didn’t need to know that though!
my internet browser and asked, “what search engines work here?”
next twenty minutes she showed me how to use a few of their native search
engines that were like Google and Bing. She also showed me how I could make a
connection via a bridge to my dimension's internet before she said, “I’m going
to go work on getting dinner ready.”
left and I heard pots clanging I picked up my laptop and sat down with my back
against the wall next to my desk. I looked around the room and spotted at least
two hidden nanny cameras, so I thought the smart thing would be to at least
cover what I was doing from cameras. ‘I don’t think she can have one behind me
over there,’ I thought to myself.
I had to
rearrange myself a second later as even though I knew that the ‘scooter’
covered my panties, I still needed to not flash them at every opportunity. The
garment was pretty short though, so that wasn’t easy! A moment later I was
sitting crisscrossed with my back to the wall, and found her password in my
made my blood turn to ice.
screwed…’ I couldn’t help but think. ‘I wonder why she even bought these
panties for me?’
I shook my
head and logged into my actual account and activated the Wi-Fi for that
account. I decided to search around and see what more information I could learn
about. I had just come across some website for littles with information on
‘avoiding slavery’ when I was presented with a warning, ‘You Are Being
Warned/Blocked from Visiting this Site due to Inappropriate Adult Content.’
thought to myself. ‘I’m sure this is like some NetNanny thing… I wonder if I
can log into that…’
the next hour hacking my way into her controls. Fortunately she used the same
password for the software, and I could soon see that was correct that it logged
items deemed ‘inappropriate.’ I cleared the viewed items since she wouldn’t
have gotten any alerts yet from what I could tell. Once done, I visited enough
sites to make it seem like I had a full history on the system. I logged out of
everything and was just looking at a news article. It was from their dimension
about a foreign country who somehow gave even less rights to their littles than
where I was now at. She came in shortly later as I could smell the scents of
dinner wafting into the room.
what are you doing on the ground?”
shrugged, “For some reason I’ve always kind of preferred to sit on the ground sometimes?”
she smiled at me, “Dinner’s ready,” she told me. “Why don’t you go potty and
then I’ll help you wash your hands?”
logging out and closing the computer before I reached up to put it on my desk.
She followed me to the bathroom where I pulled down the scooter and my panties
and sat down on the potty. I turned red as she watched me and I still wasn’t
used to the new parts. She handed me some tissue, “Wipe from front to back and
dry your vagina,” she reminded me.
redder but followed her directions, glad that she was letting me do it myself
at least! I put the wet tissue into the potty and pulled my panties and scooter
back up. Ivy dumped it all in the toilet and flushed it before picking me up to
help me reach the sink and wash my hands. She kept washing my hand with hers it
seemed anytime we did so. She soaped up her hands, and then used her hands to
soap mine up, before she rubbed them for a good amount of time. Eventually she
rinsed off both of ours at the same time.
me around, so I could sit on the counter with my butt, while she handed me a
towel to dry my hands. “All clean, let’s go eat!” she told me with a smile. At
the dining table I noticed she’d changed the high chair padding to the pink
option I had seen in the store.
she decided since I already knew it was her fault…’ I thought. ‘I’m pissed
about it, but nothing I can do about it. I guess it doesn’t matter that much,
but if I ever go home, I don’t know how I’ll function without my ID matching
me. Based on her comment earlier I doubt my DNA would match my old self
I shook it
off as she buckled me into the high chair and brought a bib over to me. “Need
this?” she asked me.
at the meal of roast beef and mashed potatoes and figured I didn’t, but knowing
her plan had to involve getting me to be more and more of a baby like those
other littles I shrugged, “Probably not, but whatever...” I sighed as she came
up to me.
smiling as she velcroed the bib around my neck. I looked down and saw this bib
went down to just past my waist with a little pocket at the bottom to catch
missed food. It featured large butterflies outlined on it in a couple shades of
pink and purple that just screamed, ‘it’s a girl!’
attached the food tray and brought me my new fork with a kids’ plate of food.
It was probably covered in too much food still for my small stomach! The
colorful plate had three sections, with a bigger section having lots of small
pieces of cut up roast beef on it. Mashed potatoes were in another smaller
section covered in gravy, and something I couldn’t make out was in the other
small section. “What is that?” I asked, pointing towards it.
she told me.
at it again and went, “Wow that grows big here… I didn’t even recognize it…”
The spears had been cut up for me in length, but they were the width of a fat
laughed, “or they just grow small in your dimension like you!”
I shook my
head, “I wonder what else is out of proportion even with the difference in sizes?”
as we had dinner. I was happy to see that the fork worked much better than the
stupid spork she’d given me before. I alternated with the spoon for the mashed
potatoes and felt I was having an almost normal dinner talking with her. I
picked her brain with medical science questions in their dimension, and she
likewise picked mine. There were actually a few things that we had advanced a
bit further than them due to their reliance on nanites. Anti-viral drugs that
were just coming on the market back home weren’t a thing in their dimension.
actually have a somewhat effective treatment for flu?” she asked me.
shrugged, “Not full proof, but if it’s taken soon enough it definitely
diminishes symptoms and shortens infections in most people…”
One of the
many areas they were light years ahead of us was in cancer research. Their
nanites were capable of seeking out the bad cells and eliminating, or
correcting their mutated DNA strands, to make organs function correctly again
in minutes without any radiation or chemotherapy.
time we finished dinner, I felt like I had completed a semester of an
undergraduate course! “How about you go potty and then we’ll watch some TV
before we get you a bath?” she suggested.
I asked, “Why not a shower? That’s what I took at home.”
at me, “Give it a try? Besides, I want to help you wash your hair tonight,” she
“I can do
ever had this long of hair before?” she asked me.
I made a
face, “No, I guess not…”
remember when I talked about being prepared for inspections?”
“They wouldn’t at night, would they?”
nodded, “They do about seventy percent in the evenings due to work schedules.”
said. Turning red I finally shrugged, “I think you’ve seen me naked enough, I
guess it doesn’t matter.”
smiled, “I have definitely seen you in your birthday suit and, as my mom says
to me, I even changed your diapers!”
brighter and walked to the bathroom in front of her and sat down on my potty.
She did the same on the toilet and I couldn’t help but stare at her very large
form above me. Two days ago, I would have probably thought this would be a way
to get in her large pants with a relationship of some sort… ‘Instead she
changes my pants…’ I groaned while turning my view to my panties. They
were covered in characters and obviously meant for a toddler at best, but at
least they were the best alternative there. ‘Can’t believe I’m excited for big
girl panties…’ I thought to myself.
and took the paper that Ivy passed me to wipe before standing up and we
repeated our now routine of her cleaning out the potty and then washing my
hands with hers. Instead of putting me down she carried me to the couch and
grabbed a brush on her way. “I’ll get your hair down so we can wash it,” she
told me at my quizzical look.
She sat me
down on her lap and turned the TV onto a crime drama TV show that reminded me
of Criminal Minds. They were investigating the disappearances of five littles,
four of whom had been found dead. I was shocked a bit during the parts where
they showed the autopsies. The images were impressively gruesome in detail for
a TV Show. I had never seen anything like that in anything that was not an R
watched the episode, she brushed my hair and I quietly paid attention to a lot
of the… ‘racist?’ ideas in the show. Littles shown at daycares seemed happy
just being babies, everyone was smiling and giggling in those places. The
littles who were getting murdered though weren’t ‘adopted,’ and were actually
functioning adults with jobs and stable homes. Every time an adult little
witness was questioned though, something seemed to go wrong for them. Once in
the episode it showed one of them having a small wetting accident when she
wasn’t allowed to leave the interrogation room to go to the bathroom while
being questioned. I watched as it showed a police officer telling her
supervisor she was adopting her and disappeared offscreen with her.
what was that?” I asked curiously during the commercial break.
what?” She asked me.
adoption part? She was taken away just because she had an accident? She had no
way out of that room and that was somehow her fault?”
in that lady is now her ‘mommy’ and she had no say in it?”
normally how it works when you adopt a free little,” she told me. “The law
states if you find a little that’s not well taken care of, or fails the
maturity laws, you may adopt them.”
a mess by urinating or defecating on yourself, spilling something on your
clothes badly enough, being homeless, having a public tantrum… those are the
main ones,” she said.
long…?” I asked nervously.
either the parent believes the little has earned the right to grow up, or they
die of old age,” she told me honestly.
turned to ice at the thought that there might truly be no way out of the trap I
was in myself. The show came back on and I watched as the detectives tried to solve
the crime and continued investigating. At one point I thought it might have
been a little committing the crime, but after the last commercial break of
gratuitous diaper and ‘little’ store ads, it turned out it was a ‘betweener.’
He was seven feet tall and unhinged because he had been babied himself for a
couple years as a teenager until just before he graduated high school. The
mutilations were an attempt to make them more of a baby than him… somehow the
fact that there was a line which seemed bad to these people reassured me a
little at the end. Unfortunately, while the last victim was spared being
mutilated or murdered, the closing scene showed them in the arms of their new
‘mommy’ who adopted her at the hospital.
that bath,” Ivy told me.
dropped the ribbons and hairbrush off on the kitchen counter on the way by, and
carried me to the bathroom. I was just tall enough to see into the tub and
watched as she checked the temperature and pulled a stopper close. She added
something from a big bottle.
bath?” I asked.
a bath without it, is it?” she asked me. “I take bubble baths at least a couple
times a week,” she added turning a little bit red.
can embarrass her!’ I mused, but chose not to comment. I looked at how the
tub came up to my chest in height, ‘There’s no way without something like a
pool ladder that I could get in and out of this on my own…’
those clothes off,” she said to me and had my shirt off without my
participation pretty quickly. She reached down and pulled my panties and
scooter off in one pull too, along with my socks. I turned red and hated being
completely naked in front of someone. Before I could ask for a towel or
something to cover up with, she lifted me up and over the edge of the tub and
set me down.
myself surprised as the water was up to my armpits when she turned off the
taps. “I can’t believe how big this bathtub is,” I told her as I extended my
legs out in front of me and found the back of the tub to lean against. My feet
didn’t even make it a quarter of the way down the tub, and I could probably
float on my back if I thought Ivy wouldn’t panic.
laughed, “It’s a larger Amazon soaking tub, but you’re right - it’s a swimming
pool when you’re the size of a baby!”
“That’s really weird you know…” I told her.
at me and was soaping up a large loofa. I looked at her and watched her face
turned red, making a face that I was beginning to understand was her nervous
one. “Umm… You know how I came clean last night… and mentioned I kind of wanted
to have a little.”
at her and tentatively said, “Yes…”
would you mind if I washed more than just your hair?”
a beautiful woman wants to take her way with me and my naked body?” She looked
confused for a moment before I laughed and said, “Of course this is the only
time this would happen to me…” I grumbled.
ahead,” I sighed. ‘Not like I could stop her if I wanted to…’
careful about getting herself wet for a moment before I accidentally moved an
arm as she pulled away and splashed her. “Holly…” she grumbled.
up and saw her shirt had a big wet spot.
told her with a bit of a grin.
and kept scrubbing me, including having me kneel on my knees for a second so
she could clean my rear. I thought she was being a little too thorough though
as I was having some rather odd feelings as she finished. Her final step was my
toes that she held above the water as she cleaned them with a rag.
little piggy went to the market…” she joked as she played with them a second
later, “This piggy stayed home, this little piggy had roast beef, this little
piggy had none.
the point of that rhyme,’ I wondered thinking back to my own mother doing this
to me when I was little. ‘What was the last line…?’ I wondered for a half a
second before she informed me.
little piggy went ‘wee, wee, wee,’ all the way home!” she giggled as she
proceeded to tickle me.
giggled to her. “Not fair!”
inadvertently got her wet again and she shrieked, “no water outside the tub!”
tickling me,” I answered back as I got my breathing back under control.
her tongue out at me, “Let’s get your hair next,” she said to me.
told her and let her manipulate me to where I was facing the wall with my back
to her. My small size meant I still had plenty of room to fully extend my legs
out as she worked. I felt a cup of water suddenly go down my head and a very
weird feeling as the amount of hair I now had was fully soaked. I noticed how
much it weighed then as my head felt like it got heavier.
I felt her
let go for a second and turned my head to see her pour in some soap out of a
bottle labeled ‘No Tears Baby Shampoo.’ I closed my eyes even with the supposedly
tears free formula and sat there as she massaged my hair and scalp for several
moments. It felt really good and I almost felt like purring as she gently
rubbed my head.
dumped water on my head and I screeched in surprise, “aah!”
you right you little water monster,” she laughed at me and said, “you don’t
have to keep your eyes closed with this stuff you know.”
said as she dumped another cup of water on my head.
several minutes before she pronounced, “Done!”
my eyes and a strand of wet hair blocked my view. I used a hand to push it back
to the back side of my ear and huffed a little. “That was weird,” I told her as
I turned to face her.
weird?” she asked nervously.
I shook my
head, “No, being naked is worse weird,” I told her.
can’t fix that one. There’s no way you’ll be able to avoid that one sweetie,”
ready to get out?” She asked me.
pull the stopper for me?” she asked.
swam over to the end and pulled it out for her with some effort. With the
weight of the water compared to my size there was a fair amount of suction
holding it down!
had drained a bit and I watched the little whirlpool start its spin into the
drain she said, “Okay stand up, and let’s get you dry!”
I let her
rub the gigantic towel over me before she carried me to the counter where she
pulled out what I guessed was a cordless blow-dryer. When she turned it on
there was no doubt what it was. I sat there patiently while she ran it through
my hair along with a brush for a while. I gripped the towel tightly around me
for modesty as she worked and finally turned it off. “Let’s brush your teeth
and then we’ll get you in your pajamas,” she told me.
and accepted the new electronic purple toothbrush with toothpaste on it that
she offered me. It fit much better in my small mouth as I turned it on. To my
shock it scrubbed everything to a level of polish like I’d been to the dentist.
That comforted me some, ‘The last thing I want is for them to say a cavity
means we need to just take her teeth…’ I thought darkly. ‘I think I’ve lost
enough of my life already with this stupid trip,’ I added to myself.
When I had
rinsed my mouth out, she said, “Done?”
and yawned, suddenly sleepy.
you ready for bed then,” she told me and carried me down the hallway to my
bedroom. The changing pad she had been using somehow was already on the bed.
Without warning she pulled the towel away and lay me down on it.
“Do I have
to wear a diaper?” I asked, embarrassed. “Could I just wear a Pull-Up?”
her head, “Come on now, you already agreed to this and it’s a lot less likely
to leak if you start to have problems staying dry at night.”
would I? I haven’t had an accident at night since I was probably three or
this dimension is different, I don’t know if it’s something about solar
radiation or something, but most littles who are from your dimension start to
have problems in the first few nights.”
weird…” I said.
is, but humor me? If you stay dry at night for the next week you can wear your
big girl panties to bed.”
“I get to
wear them tomorrow morning no matter what though, right?” I asked.
as you don’t have your three strikes in one week, while you’re awake that’s
what you’ll wear. I promised you that.”
and let her grab my ankles with one hand. Having worked in pediatrics I had
patiently watched more than one mom or nurse change a diaper, and I couldn’t
believe that I was small enough compared to her to be manhandled in the same
way. She lifted my butt off the pad and placed a diaper underneath. “I’m going
to put some powder on you to help keep you from chaffing,” she told me as she
sprinkled a bottle over my groin. As she rubbed it in it felt really good…
almost oddly good. It wasn’t a sexual feeling, but it seemed like it was
something almost as intense. My legs were brought up in the air again as she
dusted my butt cheeks and made sure they were covered too.
and left tape were closed and she said, “Done.”
but looked down at the object that seemed to damn me to being the baby she had
made me look like. ‘I just don’t get why she’s even pretending to let me be a big
girl if she’s just going to get me back into these as soon as she can…’
like a footie pajama, nightgown, or this shortie set?” she asked me a second
pajamas stirred a feeling of memories in my head and a longing to wear them
again. I remembered when I was little, I was so disappointed when my mom told
me you couldn’t get them in my size as I got bigger. Later on, they became
normal for teenage girls, but I had never managed to build the courage to order
a set for my adult self. This set was pink with blue and purple hearts
scattered all over the fabric.
I suggested tentatively.
grew even bigger and after she sat the others down, she brought them over. “Oh…
I didn’t realize this was like this.”
what?” I asked.
pointed to a flap and the zipper that crossed from the collar down to the right
foot. “You may need my help here…”
nodded as she undid it and said, “feet in here… and now arms…” leaving me in
the pajamas with the front door wide open. She reached down and grabbed the
zipper at my foot and brought it up to my collar. A little piece of fabric was
then snapped over the top of it. “Let me pull your hair back,” she said and
tied a scrunchie to the back of my hair in what I would one day learn was a low
side ponytail. My hair came across my front shoulder a little and I reached up
to play with it a little.
bed then?” She asked me.
“Yeah, just so I know what time is it?” I paused, “I didn’t see a clock in this
room or in any other actually.”
right… never really thought to buy one since I look at my watch or phone for
that.” She looked thoughtful, “It’s 2800 hours,” she told me. “Past time for
most littles to be asleep,” she added.
do you usually go to sleep?” I asked as she pulled the covers of my bed up to
Amazons stay up until 3000 or 3100,” she told me.
questions,” she said laughing, “you’ll still be here in the morning to ask
them. Get some sleep.”
said and rolled over. I played with my hair for a few minutes after she left
and turned off the light before falling asleep like she said.
WAS SO adorable
in that sleeper!’ Ivy cooed to herself as she got a glass of water.
to her room and snagged a nightgown before going into Holly’s nursery to pump
some more. She sighed with relief as she did so, as it was so needed! She’d
managed before Holly woke up that morning, and again while she napped, but her
boobs demanded more frequent relief than that!
know that her stomach would be up to that though,’ Ivy admitted to herself.
Even at dinner she hadn't eaten all of the food she’d been given. She could
tell that Holly was more than full, so it was a matter she figured of
discovering the right portions of food for her new daughter.
placed the bags she’d filled in the fridge, she made sure to keep track of the
ones from the previous night so she’d use them the next day. ‘Holly needs her
mother’s milk as soon as I can convince her to go along with it!’
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